Alone in a room

[Secretsoul]

Mom why did you hate me
You abandoned me and lied
With every sob and silent tear
Another piece of my soul withered and died
Alone in a room this young girl cried
Alone in a room her every fear materialized
Alone in a room she began to realize
Alone in a room is where hope dies
In rage I fought
In confusion I fled
In fear I screamed
In agony I bled
You said to trust you
To give treatment a chance
But my life was stolen
by your very hands
And now
Alone in my head I relive every torment
Alone in my head I fear every moment
Alone in my head I'm lonely and hopeless
Alone in my head forever and always
In panic I wake up screaming at night
In depression and solitude contemplate ending my life
In hopeless despair I constantly fear that I might
Again be alone in that room dying inside.