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[laintpe]

I'm a contradiction. I have an obsession with dying, and it is spreading, claiming more time and thought than it did yesterday. It doesn't really matter if you can distinguish between yourself and That. A split. Malignant superego. Its dozens of other nametags. Meaningless titles, the illusion of an answer. I knew someone like this, and used to silently hope I would never die like that. It is becoming more apparent that I was unaware of a much worse alternative.

 

[Edgar]

You sound like this:

But you should be more like this instead: