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brainheart
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4s if you're so focused on being unique, authentic and special, why do you hate yourself so much? why do you feel so much shame and negative emotions? why do you try so hard to be yourself in the first place? isn't it more authentic to do something that you feel like than something that is deliberately against what other people are doing?
1. I only hate myself when I'm unhealthy, and it's because I don't feel unique, authentic, and special. 2. I only feel shame and negative emotions when I'm unhealthy- shame because I don't feel unique, authentic, and special; negative emotions because sometimes they feel good, it feels good to feel anything and everything. 3. It's important to be myself because this is the only life I've got. 4. Yes. I don't go deliberately against what others are doing, I do what I want to do which can be interpreted as "going against" by others.
The enneagram type I don't get at all is Elfboy.