Chrysanthe
New member
- Joined
- Jun 7, 2015
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- Enneagram
- 9w1
- Instinctual Variant
- sp/sx
I don't care for new places, and prefer the comfort and familiar sensations that comes with my home. I never leave the house that much because I feel vulnerable out in the outside world. Once I actually get out of living with my parents I'd still prefer to choose one place to live my entire life and just remain there, since new sensory experiences give me nothing but anxiety and discomfort.
When it comes to remembering clearly all the details from my past experiences... well over the past few years I've become more and more disconnected from the real world and with that came a gradual disinterest of keeping record of everything that went on. I no longer care to remember specific dates (I was quite startled when I woke up to a "Happy Birthday" one morning), past emotional experiences, and really any material that I have no innate motivation to learn (which is why I've slowly been worsening my school performance). Lately I've been training myself in the art of memory deletion... I think I'm quite adept at forgetting and ignoring memories or thoughts that are of harm or no benefit to my mind.
When it comes to remembering clearly all the details from my past experiences... well over the past few years I've become more and more disconnected from the real world and with that came a gradual disinterest of keeping record of everything that went on. I no longer care to remember specific dates (I was quite startled when I woke up to a "Happy Birthday" one morning), past emotional experiences, and really any material that I have no innate motivation to learn (which is why I've slowly been worsening my school performance). Lately I've been training myself in the art of memory deletion... I think I'm quite adept at forgetting and ignoring memories or thoughts that are of harm or no benefit to my mind.