Shalimar
New member
- Joined
- Nov 11, 2019
- Messages
- 12
- MBTI Type
- ISTP
- Enneagram
- 5w6
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
1) Context:
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
38 years and live in Brazil. Self diagnostic of AvPD but have got many diferent professionals diagnostics of Depression, ADHD, Asperger. Got to the conclusion thet I am just a really socially awkward ISTP.
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
ISTP but have considered INTJ, INTP, INFJ and ENTP as well. Settled on Ti/Fe and too good at physical activities (whenever I manage not to loop) and too bad of a memory. Also enneagrem type 5w6 sx/? but considered types 6, 9, 7 and 8.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
To matter.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
I identify the most with wrath and the least with pride.
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
Nerds of all kinds.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Dogs and cats.
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Perfect compliment seeking know it alls.
5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
The ability to lie and deceive so thet others do as I wish (like not humiliating me or taking the smart choice instead of the really dumb one).
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
a) Anger
Understand it would be potentially hazardous to allow it to take charge of myself but otherwise have no issues with it.
b) Shame
Hate it and can't really understand why it exists at all.
c) Fear
Don't particularlly like it but do understand it's necessity.
d) Love/passion
Too dangerous to partake into more than the minimum necessary.
e) Conflict
Perfectly avoidable (if only people would look for the midle ground instead of greedilly wanting it all) and never a good thing.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, ect)?
Failure at being understood (it really feels like I am speaking giberish for I carefully choose my words so they are totally clear and still people distort and misunderstand what I say). Failure at understanding my finner feelings and wishes. Failure to give up on the truth and the fair in the name o harmony. Failure in controlling my obstinacy.
8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
Zoothecnics. I wanted to become a veterinarian but lacked steady hands due to my anxiety. I am in the process of taking computational engineering graduation.
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
Their behavior.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
In my undertanding humanity biggest problem is greed, people simply want it all, they want to achieve everything but are not willing to pay the price nor do the work.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Video games, horse riding, researching.
13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
Since I do not have friends I only go out with my ISFP mother usually to acompany her in familly parties (I much prefer small ones), walk on the beach, go for a icecream or shooping.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
Actions cause one can easilly lie with words but with actions it is harder.
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
To be immortal (is this even a curse?)
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
Someone who believes so much in something that I stop acepting new data (like my INTJ father).
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I tend to obsess about whatever is my current interest. Don't even know what merging means.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
Semi organized everything has 2 or 3 places and those places are choosen based on praticality and I use basic and general planning of the next day and current week.
19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
Comfort is whenever my body is at ease without any anoying sensations.
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
38 years and live in Brazil. Self diagnostic of AvPD but have got many diferent professionals diagnostics of Depression, ADHD, Asperger. Got to the conclusion thet I am just a really socially awkward ISTP.
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
ISTP but have considered INTJ, INTP, INFJ and ENTP as well. Settled on Ti/Fe and too good at physical activities (whenever I manage not to loop) and too bad of a memory. Also enneagrem type 5w6 sx/? but considered types 6, 9, 7 and 8.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
To matter.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
I identify the most with wrath and the least with pride.
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
Nerds of all kinds.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Dogs and cats.
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Perfect compliment seeking know it alls.
5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
The ability to lie and deceive so thet others do as I wish (like not humiliating me or taking the smart choice instead of the really dumb one).
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
a) Anger
Understand it would be potentially hazardous to allow it to take charge of myself but otherwise have no issues with it.
b) Shame
Hate it and can't really understand why it exists at all.
c) Fear
Don't particularlly like it but do understand it's necessity.
d) Love/passion
Too dangerous to partake into more than the minimum necessary.
e) Conflict
Perfectly avoidable (if only people would look for the midle ground instead of greedilly wanting it all) and never a good thing.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, ect)?
Failure at being understood (it really feels like I am speaking giberish for I carefully choose my words so they are totally clear and still people distort and misunderstand what I say). Failure at understanding my finner feelings and wishes. Failure to give up on the truth and the fair in the name o harmony. Failure in controlling my obstinacy.
8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
Zoothecnics. I wanted to become a veterinarian but lacked steady hands due to my anxiety. I am in the process of taking computational engineering graduation.
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
Their behavior.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
In my undertanding humanity biggest problem is greed, people simply want it all, they want to achieve everything but are not willing to pay the price nor do the work.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Video games, horse riding, researching.
13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
Since I do not have friends I only go out with my ISFP mother usually to acompany her in familly parties (I much prefer small ones), walk on the beach, go for a icecream or shooping.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
Actions cause one can easilly lie with words but with actions it is harder.
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
To be immortal (is this even a curse?)
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
Someone who believes so much in something that I stop acepting new data (like my INTJ father).
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I tend to obsess about whatever is my current interest. Don't even know what merging means.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
Semi organized everything has 2 or 3 places and those places are choosen based on praticality and I use basic and general planning of the next day and current week.
19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
Comfort is whenever my body is at ease without any anoying sensations.