I know it's hard MQ since we've had this shit thrown at us since our beginnings... but if at all possible... do not measure your worth by how well you count poison for one of the most corrupt industries in the world.
I want the money to actually do something good and helpful. On the other hand, I'm so sick of "people" that every time I see a "people," I want to take a big bite out of their jugular and watch them bleed out. I never do of course, but "people" make me sick. A person--an individual--I can handle those. I never see a person, though. Only people.
Hopefully, I can get a government job with this degree, but I only work for the money. What I really want to do with my life COSTS rather than makes money...so I need to make as much money as possible.
With climate chamge barreling down on us, we should all be dead soon anyway. I don't even see that as a moral issue--as animals don't mean much to me--I see it as a "Hey, there is an 18 wheeler about to ram into all of us and kill us--we better run!"
My favorite thing to do is shout uncomfortable questions at all passerby and make them question the reality they've built for themselves. I usually get weird looks and get punched sometimes, but I get through to people sometimes.
If I can't make people question the status quo and tradition, I have no reason to be here.