So now that i have started college things are changing
the way I have done things in the past has caused me a lot of anxiety
and an emotional mess of a person
I was about to take a test when I noticed that I don't know what to put anymore
Now that i'm getting older i prefer getting things done as soon as possible instead of putting it off
keeping appointments and notes about commitments in notebooks
I no longer like making decisions after finding out what others think
I prefer to keep a lot of things to myself now
I used to do this
considering every possible angle for a long time before and after making a decision.
and not really get anywhere
but now I try to get all the facts and information I need before making a decision
and try and make the best decision and stick to it
even though thinking about it afterwords still comes naturally to me
instead of being in my idealistic lala land of if only, and why cant it be like this world
i now prefer trying to accept things for the way they are
now feelings vs thinking
i was always a highly emotional person
but now being overly emotional scares me.. i try to check to make sure I am not being unreasonable about looking at situation or making a decision
and so many others things i have changed my mind on as well
so what now?
if my functions can't change then why do I no longer feel comfortable with my old preferences
not saying what i'm doing is easy but because i have had so many bad experiences with my old preferences i no longer trust them
my old functions were not being supported by my external environment
growing up i was ridiculed, way to detached from reality, way to idealistic, and over extended myself with people
and i no longer want that for myself
the way I have done things in the past has caused me a lot of anxiety
and an emotional mess of a person
I was about to take a test when I noticed that I don't know what to put anymore
Now that i'm getting older i prefer getting things done as soon as possible instead of putting it off
keeping appointments and notes about commitments in notebooks
I no longer like making decisions after finding out what others think
I prefer to keep a lot of things to myself now
I used to do this
considering every possible angle for a long time before and after making a decision.
and not really get anywhere
but now I try to get all the facts and information I need before making a decision
and try and make the best decision and stick to it
even though thinking about it afterwords still comes naturally to me
instead of being in my idealistic lala land of if only, and why cant it be like this world
i now prefer trying to accept things for the way they are
now feelings vs thinking
i was always a highly emotional person
but now being overly emotional scares me.. i try to check to make sure I am not being unreasonable about looking at situation or making a decision
and so many others things i have changed my mind on as well
so what now?
if my functions can't change then why do I no longer feel comfortable with my old preferences
not saying what i'm doing is easy but because i have had so many bad experiences with my old preferences i no longer trust them
my old functions were not being supported by my external environment
growing up i was ridiculed, way to detached from reality, way to idealistic, and over extended myself with people
and i no longer want that for myself