I agree with more points of LaVeyan satanism than I do with Christianity. I consider myself a satanist, although I am not an official member of the Church of Satan.
Unlike the narrow-minded fundamentalist Christian, I am aware that LaVeyan satanism is not its opposite. I do not hate people who practice Christian faiths, but I am intensely critical about their beliefs and their often preposterous rituals.
I believe it is important to stick up for yourself and to not let others push you around. I think that protecting your own existence is logically more important than protecting another. But I often have contradictory beliefs about God. On one hand, I'll look at myself as God and have solipsist inclinations.
However, I also believe there is an even higher power than God. I have thought about our minds being programmed by our higher selves. Call it a "TRON" scenario (or "Matrix," but I hate that movie), but I believe that God is a higher spiritual version literally of ourselves.
A higher version of myself has programmed every single detail of my life and has plugged himself into a simulation to live life as me. So I guess you can say I borrowed some ideas from "Total Recall."
Since I believe that, I don't see life as a really big deal, and I laugh at people who value preservation of human life above all else. I mean, why is it so valuable? If it was really that valuable, wouldn't it last forever?
I think that when we die, we will wake up from the "simulation" and realize it was all in good fun of creating our own life. And then we would go ahead and program our next lives. We may program for ourselves a satisfying life, a boring life, or a depressing life, because life, like a dream, will soon end and we will wake up in death and realize that such an experience was actually quite intriguing, and like a nightmare, we sometimes enjoy them after we realize it wasn't real.
So that's what I believe...I hope my wording was clear enough.