I am not emotionally detached and objective. I'm easily hurt and extremely sensitive to others' suffering. The only class I ever got an 'F' in was a Digital Circuit Theory class that I took when I briefly wanted to be an Electronics Engineering major. It was very heavy logic based...("and","or" gates, etc.)
I don't see me doing any kind of emotional expression of Fi...and I'm not soft and able to fit in like other female feelers though. I may not look like it, but I care deeply about people...I just don't know how to help them, what to say, and I'm not comfortable being in that role.
I can understand how someone would feel based off of how I feel in a similar situation. I see beauty in things like an amazing singer's talent...dogs bringing happiness to the people who love them, the unending love between people. And I'm not sure if it's because I'm HSP....but I've never met anyone that responds to things quite the way I do.
When my little sister was born, I was in the delivery room with my mom (I'm 23 yrs older than my sister)....and when she was born, the profoundness of a new life coming into the world overwhelmed me. My mom's doctor asked me if I was okay (which was embarassing since my mom was a high-risk pregnancy and just gave birth, but I'm the one falling apart.
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I don't see how those experiences are necessarily me referencing my values.... it just happens automatically without me thinking much about it. With logic, it seems like I really have to try sometimes.
The brain scan revealed what Dario assumed to be INFJ because of the strong starburst pattern....but when you look at the connections...what that tells me is that my innate preferences were feeling, though through the years I've put more emphasis on the thinking portions of my brain.
I wanted to be a thinker growing up....seen as smart. I looked up to smart people so much....and I loved it when I was praised for it as well. Plus, I didn't understand other kids as much or find what they did interesting for the most part (mostly girls though). So I had motivation to try and grow my thinking side.
My INFP ex thinks I'm an ISTP female and living in the grip, and that would explain the isolation I felt as a child from other girls.
And I do seem to be able to fix things better than most people at work, but maybe that's just an intelligence thing and not necessarily because of Ti...idk. I don't know if I'm as good as an ISTP though. However my INTJ brother built the motherboard on my computer wrong one time and somehow I was able to just intuitively know it was the jumpers being reversed that caused the usb to spark. It's not like I studied it intensively or anything, or could even explain to anyone how I figured it out. I just knew that jumpers controlled the flow of electricity somehow and I messed with it to see what would happen if I switched them...and it worked. Maybe I just got lucky?