RaptorWizard
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- Mar 19, 2012
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- MBTI Type
- INTJ
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- 5w6
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- sx/so
Gosh darn it, I need more feedback again! Why must I always be endlessly questioning everything? Maybe I need counseling.
Gosh darn it, I need more feedback again! Why must I always be endlessly questioning everything? Maybe I need counseling.
I think this is all a waste of time, you'll change your type within a day or two anyways.
He's trolling about everything, all the time.
Splendid observation, the accuracy and depth of your insights invariably put me to shame! I admire your altruistic intentions to bestow the gems of your illuminating thought upon us: there is no doubt in my mind that we'll all soon be in awe of your stupendous genius.
[MENTION=15371]RaptorWizard[/MENTION] recently a friend and I were discussing my childhood and what I was like as a child. My friend deduced that until I hit adolescence, I could only have described as an INTJ child, mostly I was Ni dominated. I suppose.
I was solitary for the most part. I had a difficult time in school for the first four years due to my constant questioning why things were the way they were and was reprommanded severely by one math teacher for suggesting to the class that I had come up with a new system for solving long division. The teacher got angry with me and made me sit down. She wouldn't let me explain my "more effecient" system. I didn't like math for a long time after that and I didn't like her much either. haha.
I was always collecting specimens, live things and putting them into jars. I had my own science lab in an old shed behind our house. I kept all kinds of equatic life there, until it died. I would just study them and watch them and try to figure out what they could eat and what woudl just kill them. I collected plant specimens and dissected them and drew them. I took apart termite homes and observed their tunnel systems, collected bones, like snake skeletons and so forth. I was gathering so that I might understand. [Ni, collection and observation]
I was constantly creating systems with practical applications. For example, games...I invented a multitude of games as a child, complete with guidelines, rules procedures and scoring mechanisims. I also created a "doll factory" and produced dolls for my siblings along with a background script and personality profile. However, because I didn't always consider the impact of my endeavors upon how they affected other people's feelings, I often got scolded for them. Somewhere along the way I discovered that people treated me better and listened to me more readily if I considered how they felt. My mom drilled me with the notion that they didn't care how much I knew unless they knew that I cared about them, and so somewhere between the ages of 11 & 14, an INFJ was born because I began to consciously work on caring about how others felt. I began to observe their reactions to things I did and said. I began to be social and "put myself out there". By the time I was in high school, some people would have listed me as an extrovert, but it was all in an effort to learn how to be more people-like and it worked. I don't think I ever lost the Te skills of my childhood. I'm still pretty good at inventing a system and implementing it then observing and measuring it to determine it's effectiveness. So, what's that make me? My friend and I deduced that it can only make me one thing: INFJ w5 will appear quite cerebral much of the time.
So, I told you all that long stuff about me in hopes that it might help you with your self examination and perhaps you will discover that it is a possiblity that maybe you are an MBTI enneagram combo that perhaps pushes you to seem very much like another type. I tell my friend that I'm the closest thing you can be to not being an INFJ and still be oneHe says that I'm just 'atypcial' but I am a quintessential INFJ.