Tonitrum
Member
- Joined
- May 27, 2017
- Messages
- 295
- MBTI Type
- INTJ
- Enneagram
- 5w4
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
Fair enough, I wish I had the uncanny ability to master martial arts and other cool tricks such circus ball throw-catching in an instant.
Back in my teens (Now I'm 20 years old) I didn't care about my health and body as I experienced no problems with it, due to the reason that I was active back then and I didn't seem to be so objected about it. But somewhere at age 18 or 19, I started to eat unhealthy, and I didn't care about eating healthy either, since I would just simply eat whatever is enjoyable for me continuously. My Father started to buy pizza daily, and since I gained a little bit more autonomy (When I got my own bank account), I started to use money to buy unhealthy drinks such as Fanta and coke.
My Father noticed that I became more fat. And this is true because I also noticed it, my Father forced diet on me, like stop buying pizza daily. This is honestly where I became uncomfortable with my body, at age 20. I stopped exercising and still kept on free-roaming on unhealthy food and not caring about my diet. I simply deemed daily exercise as something not worth the hassle on, but that made me uncomfortable with my body, since I reluctant to exercising since I didn't enjoy it and was rather felt forced to do it, which was draining to me.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy sensory stimuli, but casually - Swimming, 'bombastic' music, Gaming montages with clever and creative edits, Laser tag, other 'fun' outside activities, you get the point, something that was actually fun and not boring and draining like an forced daily exercise.
As for your last question;
Yes, I did. I once complimented someone for a great strike in Bowling, but get angry on myself (and project on others) when I fail in my own performance, which makes me look incompetent and vulnerable.
Though, you sure I'm Te dom user? Sure I appear bossy, intimidating and angry when things don't go my way or when someone is so obliviously stupid, but I still have this uncanny sense of wring and right, but I usually don't use it, I only use it when it comes to people trying to "Expose" one's wrongdoings because he "Views it as wrong" or some shit that people tend to make excuses to go down on others, and boy oh boy how it affects my mood and makes me self-conscious as hell. But anyway, whatever I can only describe my sense of right and wrong or in other words, my personal feelings, as Irrational. And usually use it as an 'tool' to hide my imperfections and weak points.
Though, I can see myself as ENTJ at this point, but I'm really an Te dom user?
