Have you ever defined your core values? Do you think you could reduce them to five? What makes those values more important than any others? Does it influence your decision making on a daily basis or not?
No.
I can't bring myself to form those kinds of restrictions. I'm what I feel I need to be in the context of the moment.
Be it saint, murderer, monster, liberal, conservative, saviour, destructor, freedom fighter, fascist, brave, cowardly, unexplained, overexplained, imaginative, dull, aggressive, regressive, proactive, reactive, spiritual, realist, religious, atheistic, rationalising, irrationalising, evil, good, right, wrong, gay, straight, bisexual, somethingsexual, violent, passive.......and so on.....etc.....indeed......yah!
I am the world and it is me. The world doesn't know what it wants or needs and I've been born to reflect that.
You can't trust me and you can trust me. You cannot rely on me and you can rely on me.
I am the only honesty that exists in objective truth.
Humanity is OBSESSED with pushing towards the paths they believe in most. But they diverge into the infinite and it's all fucked up in the insanity of the moment.
They cling to their judgement and their beliefs, to build a wall around themselves and keep out the existential cold. Not nihilism.
Just the quality of being.
And it is terrifying to them.
They will never learn wisdom; because their memories are too short and they operate from a position of "I am right" to begin with. The worst creatures I've ever witnessed.
We build heavens and hells in our heads and then make them a reality, because they were never NOT a reality to begin with. They are the only way we can relate to existence.
I think when we expire we understand it, for the briefest of moments.
It's the only time when we are actually true & perceive reality in it's expanse.
And then we go back to it.
I can't wait for you all to die....getting excited just thinking about it.