Starting anew banana :PPP.

[INFtha14]

I know, random. What does banana have to do with this? Nothin XD!

 

[JAVO]

The thing with seeing or experiencing something we wish we hadn't is that we can change our thoughts and evaluations about it. It's great that we aren't powerless victims of harsh reality.

The struggle between ideal life and real life has always been difficult for me too. It wasn't until I was in my 30's that I started to understand intellectually/intuitively and emotionally how to reconcile the two. Part of the answer for me is to just enjoy the present, because I'll never get to do it over again.

 

[INFtha14]

Point well made JAVO . Very true, I'm glad for that too you know. Not being powerless victims of harsh reality.

Actually am grateful for all the hard stuff I've been through cause I feel i've developed apart of myself that I wouldn't have even paid attention to before my fathers death.

That's funny I'm trying to learn how to live in the present currently. I do tend to either focus to much on the past or future.

From my fathers passing I guess I learned how life can be takin away in heart beat or from a slow process so I should live my life to the fullest cause I never know when my time is up.

Also I've seen a dear family friend die from lung cancer and I feel she has taught me some things about life.

Always remember what they said about her at the funeral
" when others would rather just get by in their work she did the twice the amount of work in half the time. She was truly passionate about everything she did." Woah... Amazing.

Sometimes it's hard to tap into that but it's their in the back of my mind how she lived her life as well to propel myself to keep moving.

We all have a reason why were here, we have meaning here, purpose and it's beautiful.

Also the whole were all interconnected thing that's pretty cool .
Makes me feel so small LOL.

Your an awesome person too JAVO . Thankies for responding to my blog post. I'm quite surprised someone actually reads this one.