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MyPeeSmellsLikeCoffee247
- Joined
- Jul 17, 2013
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- sx/sp
I can't believe how fast time is moving. The school year is almost over, and I couldn't be happier to know that I've decided not to return to this job next year. Hoping that I make it out of this year without too many problems with my file review and having everything in order.
I need to find a new job. It should be easier for me to find summer work than it was last year, at least, since I won't need to cut it short for the new school year.
I'm hoping that without this job and its workload hanging over my head constantly, I'll be able to find motivation to do the things I need and want to do (like clean out my car, do yoga more regularly, find things for myself to get into...)
All in all, I'm looking forward to this summer. Lots of weddings, so that significantly limits both my budget and my schedule, but that should help me stay focused on my immediate life rather than having my sights expand to what adventures I can get into in the great big world before hell starts again. That fear being taken from my life is a relief I'm so looking forward to. It's much easier to be thoughtful and joyful in life when you're not bogged down by fear, which tends to make me reactionary I've found.
I need to find a new job. It should be easier for me to find summer work than it was last year, at least, since I won't need to cut it short for the new school year.
I'm hoping that without this job and its workload hanging over my head constantly, I'll be able to find motivation to do the things I need and want to do (like clean out my car, do yoga more regularly, find things for myself to get into...)
All in all, I'm looking forward to this summer. Lots of weddings, so that significantly limits both my budget and my schedule, but that should help me stay focused on my immediate life rather than having my sights expand to what adventures I can get into in the great big world before hell starts again. That fear being taken from my life is a relief I'm so looking forward to. It's much easier to be thoughtful and joyful in life when you're not bogged down by fear, which tends to make me reactionary I've found.