Ringring01
New member
- Joined
- Mar 14, 2013
- Messages
- 6
- MBTI Type
- INFj
- Enneagram
- 5
- Instinctual Variant
- sp
Sometimes I feel overcome by this feeling of abandonment. Like everybody I ever trust, ends up slowly pulling away from me, right when I begin to fully understand them. I remember so many scenarios like this happening. I try to trust people, I try as hard as I can to. And I'm getting better at not being such a reserved, silent, viewer. But I still feel as though I'm forgetting something. Maybe I'm forgetting why I don't trust easy in the first place. I'm loyal to my friends, I'm type 6 "The Loyalist" and I am very good at figuring them out as I am an "INFJ." Is it my personality that pushes people I love away? Sometimes, I feel like I push even myself away, with some other me that's accepted more easily. But then that goes against my values of not being a fake. Though I guess if I'm like that, I am a fake after all. I know that I need to accept myself in order to seem more secure. I'm trying. My goal today is to be myself, and show confidence in who that person is.
