so- a turning point?

[AzulEyes]

so I'm wondering if
the big issue I can't get beyond
is the stalker that got under my skin
if that would just dissipate
and left only with the game of JU
the game is finally
wearing me down
I'm bored
of the game
I'm finally bored!
of the silliness
I no longer receive pleasure
satisfaction
needs fulfilled
it is more work
than 15 years of my marriage
more work
than day in and day out of a full and complete relationship
more work
than my job
more work
than my housework
more work
than my studies
more work
than any relationship I've ever encountered
play tennis
with a sick man
is like
stabbing yourself in the eye
with a pitchfork
every
fucking
day
you win
your nuts
you
are
fucking
nuts
and me????

I'm tired, dude.
so tired
bored of you
tired of you
Stick a fork in me one last time
Cuz I think I'm done
yay me