FlatteringlyDerisive
New member
- Joined
- Nov 6, 2011
- Messages
- 25
- MBTI Type
- INTJ
Well, as of now I am fresh to this forum. I have survived more than a decade of various impacts from external influence. Currently in high school, I remain generally detached from others.
In my time I am caught by my excessive imaginings, scrambling ideas within my mind. So many fantasies to dream, concepts to conceive, I have developed a unique sense of perception. This can be a sort of beautiful aspect in life, with so much complexity to recognize. I love to consume abstractions, for I have always been a very complex individual.
It seems that their are only two friends of mine I can actually talk to. The conversations I may have with others makes me feel like I am talking to a bunch of ragdolls. As mostly ISxJ types in America, people are very close-minded, having a very limited perceptive capacity. They often only see one metaphoric pathway that even intertwines with other paths, rendering them prone to misdirection. Not as a generally bad thing, but this is problematic with me, often. I am often misunderstood and misinterpreted. Though, I have this complex inner network of conceiving infinite pathways to understand that harm to me isn't with the people's intentions. That is just how INxJs live in society. But, it is important for me to stay generally withdrawn from society, for the soldiers of America have the same role as slaves of ancient Egypt, with an exception of sustaining pride. This is all in a way though, so no negative implications.
I love just relaxing home after school and use I use music as a way to stabilize my mindset. It has become a bit of an addiction, as I honestly feel terrible after disconnecting my headphones from my vessel of perception. But, it is a good substitute for illegal drugs, in which I don't want to risk the trouble. I read a lot, but really only online of the internet. Easy and productive, the internet has proven a vital source for entertainment, education, communication and such. I love my room, so comfortable.
And so concludes my reflectional diary.
In my time I am caught by my excessive imaginings, scrambling ideas within my mind. So many fantasies to dream, concepts to conceive, I have developed a unique sense of perception. This can be a sort of beautiful aspect in life, with so much complexity to recognize. I love to consume abstractions, for I have always been a very complex individual.
It seems that their are only two friends of mine I can actually talk to. The conversations I may have with others makes me feel like I am talking to a bunch of ragdolls. As mostly ISxJ types in America, people are very close-minded, having a very limited perceptive capacity. They often only see one metaphoric pathway that even intertwines with other paths, rendering them prone to misdirection. Not as a generally bad thing, but this is problematic with me, often. I am often misunderstood and misinterpreted. Though, I have this complex inner network of conceiving infinite pathways to understand that harm to me isn't with the people's intentions. That is just how INxJs live in society. But, it is important for me to stay generally withdrawn from society, for the soldiers of America have the same role as slaves of ancient Egypt, with an exception of sustaining pride. This is all in a way though, so no negative implications.
I love just relaxing home after school and use I use music as a way to stabilize my mindset. It has become a bit of an addiction, as I honestly feel terrible after disconnecting my headphones from my vessel of perception. But, it is a good substitute for illegal drugs, in which I don't want to risk the trouble. I read a lot, but really only online of the internet. Easy and productive, the internet has proven a vital source for entertainment, education, communication and such. I love my room, so comfortable.
And so concludes my reflectional diary.
