Hi, I have read mbti & Cognitive functions test, but I just can't decide which type I am. I'm mostly stuck between INXJ types & ISXP types.
In general I think I'm a bit of all types.
But what annoys me is that I think I sorta have multiple personalities. Each day I'm someone different ;
One day, I'm like a classic old fashioned (like 20s-70s) lady, & I enjoy old fashioned hobbies & style. I become serious, polite & lady-like.
One day I'm like a sensual, sensitive, creative & original artist.
I pay attention to my artistic hobbies like dancing, singing, painting, classical music, loving architecture, art, dancing, designing, fashion & being in a dramatic/sad mood. I sometimes become goth-like.
One day I'm like a serious hardworking/determined & ambitious business man who is very envious and competetive. & I just want to improve myself & my position & I make plans for that.
& some days (very rarely) I try to be happy, adventurous, carefree & friendly (rare). I watch funny videos, feel strong, do athletic activities alot, whatch happy things on TV, etc.
So, it's hard to define who I really am....but...
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In general ;
I feel close to ISXP because...
I'm very sensual, & into variety. different things, tastes, colors, etc excite me. Old things & routines bore me.
I'm adventurous & love trying new things. This adrenaline rush really works for me.
Do you know "Dorian Gray" from Penny Deadful? I really get him.
Also, I'm a hand on learner. I learn best through "doing" than like studying or listening to lectures or records. I judt can't sit still or listen to lectures & I start daydreaming in most classes.
Also, I'm very imaginetive & sometimes spend my time in my head daydreaming about someone or something or future.
I plan alot, but I cannot really stick to schedules and plans.
& I'm a procrastinator in some areas of my life.
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And INXJ (Ni) because....
I plan alot. It's creepy sometimes but I think about future alot.
I have goals & ambitions for my future, & feel guilty when I see some ppl are just too carefree & don't have them.
I'm competetive & envious. I wanna be better than others, & If I can't (for whatever reasons) I lose interest & feel anxious.
I make plans alot. I can not always be spontaneous & carefree or positive & comfy.
If I wanna go to a new situation/place, I have to ask or research & gain enough info about that place, the ppl, what I should do, what they expect me to do, What I should wear, how I should act, etc.
In one word, I have to be prepared or I'm going to feel anxious/self conscious.
I even make plans for what I'm going to say,...
& If I really take responsibility or promise something, I have to do it asap or I'm going to feel guilty. Like If I borrow something, I take good care of it & give it back asap & if others are not like that, I secretly get angry.
At places like work(summer job), I do work with others & help them. I like feeling neede and important, & don't like conflicts,
but my priority is to be creative & do things to stand out & be admired/appreciated by useful ppl & higher powers. That's why I'm a bit secretive & loner in these places.
& you know, I'm not a charity lover type of person when It comes to act of service ;
Most of the times, I help ppl I really care about (very few ppl) or useful ppl. & I find it hard to say "No" to them.
For example at work/uni, when I do something very well, or do something original & then bosses/higher powers thank me, admire me or that I look into their eyes & see that they're happy/pleased & they like me, it gives me an ecstatic feeling & motivation.
It makes me want to work harder & please them ever harder.
On the other hand, if they don't see things I do, or don't treat me well, or don't include me, I get depressed, self consious & lose interest/hope.
& yes, I kinda care about what ppl think/say about me. Especially the useful ones, or the ones I see everyday.
Maybe that's why I'm not witty. I watch my words alot & try not to even joke to offend/hurt ppl in order not to see a bad reaction or revenge that can hurt me. Misunderstandings can happen.
So specially at work (summer job) & uni, I'm quiet/shy, polite, reserved & business like. I hardly even open up or find friends.
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& about being F or T,
Sometimes I overthink about some ppl/ situations & read between the lines, misinterpret, or get dramatic & depressed in my head. & I'm sensitive & hate conflict. I take lotsa things personally & I truly wish I could have thick skin.
But in some situations, I don't let emotions stop me from making a logical decision and it amazes me.
& sometimes I can come up with an original solution for a problem.
I might complain alot about situations & be a negative person, but my emotions are private & for myself.
I rarely open up unless I'm very anxious (& even then I open up ONLY a bit & regret it later).
& when usually when I have an emotional problem, I just get quiet & don't eat well. I get less active & don't enjoy fun activities.
I express my personal emotions through art, painting or music if I ever do it.
As for being indipendent or social...
I hate social media/chatting/texting/having on-line or long distance friends. I have very few friends & we rarely text. I prefer family to friends.
& I need a lot of me time. Being in public places like uni for long hours really makes me exhausted.
On the other hand, sometimes socializing with the right ppl, energizes me & gives me confident. I love sufing the net for myself, but I still hate texting ppl & social media.
______________________________
****Sorry it's too long****
I tried to explain everything, but If you have any other questions, feel free to ask me.
Plz help me type myself. I'm very confused.
In general I think I'm a bit of all types.
But what annoys me is that I think I sorta have multiple personalities. Each day I'm someone different ;
One day, I'm like a classic old fashioned (like 20s-70s) lady, & I enjoy old fashioned hobbies & style. I become serious, polite & lady-like.
One day I'm like a sensual, sensitive, creative & original artist.
I pay attention to my artistic hobbies like dancing, singing, painting, classical music, loving architecture, art, dancing, designing, fashion & being in a dramatic/sad mood. I sometimes become goth-like.
One day I'm like a serious hardworking/determined & ambitious business man who is very envious and competetive. & I just want to improve myself & my position & I make plans for that.
& some days (very rarely) I try to be happy, adventurous, carefree & friendly (rare). I watch funny videos, feel strong, do athletic activities alot, whatch happy things on TV, etc.
So, it's hard to define who I really am....but...
____________
In general ;
I feel close to ISXP because...
I'm very sensual, & into variety. different things, tastes, colors, etc excite me. Old things & routines bore me.
I'm adventurous & love trying new things. This adrenaline rush really works for me.
Do you know "Dorian Gray" from Penny Deadful? I really get him.
Also, I'm a hand on learner. I learn best through "doing" than like studying or listening to lectures or records. I judt can't sit still or listen to lectures & I start daydreaming in most classes.
Also, I'm very imaginetive & sometimes spend my time in my head daydreaming about someone or something or future.
I plan alot, but I cannot really stick to schedules and plans.
& I'm a procrastinator in some areas of my life.
______________________
And INXJ (Ni) because....
I plan alot. It's creepy sometimes but I think about future alot.
I have goals & ambitions for my future, & feel guilty when I see some ppl are just too carefree & don't have them.
I'm competetive & envious. I wanna be better than others, & If I can't (for whatever reasons) I lose interest & feel anxious.
I make plans alot. I can not always be spontaneous & carefree or positive & comfy.
If I wanna go to a new situation/place, I have to ask or research & gain enough info about that place, the ppl, what I should do, what they expect me to do, What I should wear, how I should act, etc.
In one word, I have to be prepared or I'm going to feel anxious/self conscious.
I even make plans for what I'm going to say,...
& If I really take responsibility or promise something, I have to do it asap or I'm going to feel guilty. Like If I borrow something, I take good care of it & give it back asap & if others are not like that, I secretly get angry.
At places like work(summer job), I do work with others & help them. I like feeling neede and important, & don't like conflicts,
but my priority is to be creative & do things to stand out & be admired/appreciated by useful ppl & higher powers. That's why I'm a bit secretive & loner in these places.
& you know, I'm not a charity lover type of person when It comes to act of service ;
Most of the times, I help ppl I really care about (very few ppl) or useful ppl. & I find it hard to say "No" to them.
For example at work/uni, when I do something very well, or do something original & then bosses/higher powers thank me, admire me or that I look into their eyes & see that they're happy/pleased & they like me, it gives me an ecstatic feeling & motivation.
It makes me want to work harder & please them ever harder.
On the other hand, if they don't see things I do, or don't treat me well, or don't include me, I get depressed, self consious & lose interest/hope.
& yes, I kinda care about what ppl think/say about me. Especially the useful ones, or the ones I see everyday.
Maybe that's why I'm not witty. I watch my words alot & try not to even joke to offend/hurt ppl in order not to see a bad reaction or revenge that can hurt me. Misunderstandings can happen.
So specially at work (summer job) & uni, I'm quiet/shy, polite, reserved & business like. I hardly even open up or find friends.
_______________________________
& about being F or T,
Sometimes I overthink about some ppl/ situations & read between the lines, misinterpret, or get dramatic & depressed in my head. & I'm sensitive & hate conflict. I take lotsa things personally & I truly wish I could have thick skin.
But in some situations, I don't let emotions stop me from making a logical decision and it amazes me.
& sometimes I can come up with an original solution for a problem.
I might complain alot about situations & be a negative person, but my emotions are private & for myself.
I rarely open up unless I'm very anxious (& even then I open up ONLY a bit & regret it later).
& when usually when I have an emotional problem, I just get quiet & don't eat well. I get less active & don't enjoy fun activities.
I express my personal emotions through art, painting or music if I ever do it.
As for being indipendent or social...
I hate social media/chatting/texting/having on-line or long distance friends. I have very few friends & we rarely text. I prefer family to friends.
& I need a lot of me time. Being in public places like uni for long hours really makes me exhausted.
On the other hand, sometimes socializing with the right ppl, energizes me & gives me confident. I love sufing the net for myself, but I still hate texting ppl & social media.
______________________________
****Sorry it's too long****
I tried to explain everything, but If you have any other questions, feel free to ask me.
Plz help me type myself. I'm very confused.