AphroditeGoneAwry
failure to thrive
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i wrote this poem recently because my emotions surrounding my conception got roiled up when i contacted my bio bro..........http://www.typologycentral.com/foru...adopted-aphrodite-making-contact-bio-bro.html..............thanks for reading.
love child
Lovers dance, laugh, sing!
Drive crazy, spray surf, forget everything
Worldly ties and cares forgotten
Tossed aside like dirty socks, rotten
Bar noise and friends and booze
Drink to forget we just might lose
Secret life no one knows
Feel heady and all aglow
Fresh and clean and fun
Forget ourselves and run
Run run away from responsibilities
That demand, pull, desire, need
Feels real, feels good, feels necessary
Like nothing will be this way for very
Much longer. Where did Life go?
Don't really want to know
Just want to pulsate in passion
Spend this eternity with you
Light shines down and christens us
With Life so special and sacred thus
Souls afire spark new tiny flame
Within us but with what name?
Mine is taken and yours is mute
My heart is going to split in two
No longer whimsical, no longer there
Cannot ignore this foolish affair
Struck deep in my core
Nothing matters anymore
Must go home, must return
You stay here with Love's burn
Heavy, unHoly Hades within
what to do with our sin?
To tear it apart not allowed
To nurture it i be not proud
Embarrassed and ashamed
Was this really all some cosmic game?
God laughing at us, pawns on his board
To remember now will be to abhor
Go home to yourn
And here i'll mourn
Starving, sacrificing sheepishly
Tent dress hides indignity
Earlier cunning and deceit
Now only apathy and defeat
You go your way, i go mine
We will only meet in the Other Time
Just want to forget, just want to move on
Get this over with little fawn
Like a feather floating down
Too soon, too light, mother frowns
Remove it hurry before she sees
This abomination by decrees
No longer happy, no longer mine
I have mismaneuvered this time
Heavy heart and leaking breast
Stay behind for first real rest
Little one doth go yonder
Into cold world all asunder
With primal wound blazing bright
Afraid of being along at night
Wrapped up this package like a gift
and placed at the feet of His Greatness
While he grins as His Divine right
Humored by the humans' plight
Bastard, illegitimate, abandoned one
Taken in and given home
Loved, but never able to tame
Who really is there to blame?
Love Child, Love Child, Love Child be
Forever Forever Forever free
love child
Lovers dance, laugh, sing!
Drive crazy, spray surf, forget everything
Worldly ties and cares forgotten
Tossed aside like dirty socks, rotten
Bar noise and friends and booze
Drink to forget we just might lose
Secret life no one knows
Feel heady and all aglow
Fresh and clean and fun
Forget ourselves and run
Run run away from responsibilities
That demand, pull, desire, need
Feels real, feels good, feels necessary
Like nothing will be this way for very
Much longer. Where did Life go?
Don't really want to know
Just want to pulsate in passion
Spend this eternity with you
Light shines down and christens us
With Life so special and sacred thus
Souls afire spark new tiny flame
Within us but with what name?
Mine is taken and yours is mute
My heart is going to split in two
No longer whimsical, no longer there
Cannot ignore this foolish affair
Struck deep in my core
Nothing matters anymore
Must go home, must return
You stay here with Love's burn
Heavy, unHoly Hades within
what to do with our sin?
To tear it apart not allowed
To nurture it i be not proud
Embarrassed and ashamed
Was this really all some cosmic game?
God laughing at us, pawns on his board
To remember now will be to abhor
Go home to yourn
And here i'll mourn
Starving, sacrificing sheepishly
Tent dress hides indignity
Earlier cunning and deceit
Now only apathy and defeat
You go your way, i go mine
We will only meet in the Other Time
Just want to forget, just want to move on
Get this over with little fawn
Like a feather floating down
Too soon, too light, mother frowns
Remove it hurry before she sees
This abomination by decrees
No longer happy, no longer mine
I have mismaneuvered this time
Heavy heart and leaking breast
Stay behind for first real rest
Little one doth go yonder
Into cold world all asunder
With primal wound blazing bright
Afraid of being along at night
Wrapped up this package like a gift
and placed at the feet of His Greatness
While he grins as His Divine right
Humored by the humans' plight
Bastard, illegitimate, abandoned one
Taken in and given home
Loved, but never able to tame
Who really is there to blame?
Love Child, Love Child, Love Child be
Forever Forever Forever free
