nothappy
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- Jan 19, 2008
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And I reflected on myself..
My issues don't diminish but remain bottled up until it causes an explosion that lets everyone else hear it.
I hate it when that happens.
Before when I had a breakdown it was really weird...
I started crying like crazy. My sister started asking me what's wrong, but I couldn't tell her, I just told her I need some time alone for myself... and it worked.
I always wish to remain in control... I'm not sure if that's a disorder or the very center of my personality itself, but it's starting to crawl its way onto my identity...
My issues don't diminish but remain bottled up until it causes an explosion that lets everyone else hear it.
I hate it when that happens.
Before when I had a breakdown it was really weird...
I started crying like crazy. My sister started asking me what's wrong, but I couldn't tell her, I just told her I need some time alone for myself... and it worked.
I always wish to remain in control... I'm not sure if that's a disorder or the very center of my personality itself, but it's starting to crawl its way onto my identity...