Chickennugget
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Hey. Chicken Nugget here. Since I already have a tumblr and I write, I might as well blog here. Feel free to read. If you don't, that's cool too (I honestly don't know how blogging on here works, so bear with me).
Now to the roller coaster, the enigma, and the paradox. It's called life. Life is a huge puzzle, and I intend to solve it. However, the thing about life is that it can never be solved. It's like something amazing and world-warping is discovered, but you can never really figure it out. That just seems so interesting to me. I know this sounds like total BS, but why is life so mysterious and what the duck (AUTOCORRECT I AM SO SORRY) is going on here and what made all this weird shit happen? First, out of nowhere, a planet that has the exact chemical and biological conditions to sustain life mysteriously bursts from all this empty space and matter builds up into this huge ball of who-knows-what. At this point, the earth is a huge, molten ball of lava. Then BAM! Asteroids and other crazy shit crashes into this lava ball. Over millions of years this lava finally cools down, but how the hell did it do that? After it does that, water fills the new atmosphere. Rain comes down and suddenly oceans appear. Like huge motherfreaking oceans of rain that was the first water. Out of nowhere, hydrogen and oxygen came together in such a way, even though most of our atmosphere IS nitrogen. How the hell did it do that? Okay. I'm sorry for bombarding this whole forum with incredulous questions about the earth itself, when I SHOULD be talking about... LIFE.
No wait, never mind. Sorry, I can't think straight (hahaha funny. I'm not straight). Just came back from an all day party and I'm pretty much brain dead at this point. Someone please help. How does an introvert regain energy at 12 ish in the morning? Oh wait-- there's sleep but I don't want to sleep. You know what? I'll just write whatever I want to with NO PLANS!!! Ok this sounds like not a big deal but I usually stick to a topic (I don't write anything down-- I swear)... When I get tiredy brain gets all fuzzy. This is what happens when you stay up until 4:30 am and get up at 6 for a week. This is unhealthy. I should stop or else I'll lose even more energy if that's possible and I will probably not be able to get stuff done and if I don't do that I won't get any of my goals accomplished. If I don't get all my goals accomplished then I most certainly will starve and die. So I need to sleep. I don't want to. That is the thing that is holding me back. Phew. I'm pretty Much typing everything I am thinking right now so I apologize if it's choppy. What is the meaning of life? This can never be answered because life means something different for everyone. You can't control it, and somehow it sweeps you off your feet when you least expect it. It's like when you're tied to a train track and life is the train coming to run your sorry ass over. HA. That's life. A hellhole that you can make into a heaven, or turn into a nightmare. Choose wisely. I chose neither, because I'm honestly to tired to think. My hands are shaking. I think I should stop now, but there are so many thoughts I have to type. I have time... Like years to do this. When I grow old, I will probably still be doing this. If I get reincarnated into a human I will still do this. So yeah, we have time. Chill, relax, and come along for the crazy ass ride that's called life.
Now to the roller coaster, the enigma, and the paradox. It's called life. Life is a huge puzzle, and I intend to solve it. However, the thing about life is that it can never be solved. It's like something amazing and world-warping is discovered, but you can never really figure it out. That just seems so interesting to me. I know this sounds like total BS, but why is life so mysterious and what the duck (AUTOCORRECT I AM SO SORRY) is going on here and what made all this weird shit happen? First, out of nowhere, a planet that has the exact chemical and biological conditions to sustain life mysteriously bursts from all this empty space and matter builds up into this huge ball of who-knows-what. At this point, the earth is a huge, molten ball of lava. Then BAM! Asteroids and other crazy shit crashes into this lava ball. Over millions of years this lava finally cools down, but how the hell did it do that? After it does that, water fills the new atmosphere. Rain comes down and suddenly oceans appear. Like huge motherfreaking oceans of rain that was the first water. Out of nowhere, hydrogen and oxygen came together in such a way, even though most of our atmosphere IS nitrogen. How the hell did it do that? Okay. I'm sorry for bombarding this whole forum with incredulous questions about the earth itself, when I SHOULD be talking about... LIFE.
No wait, never mind. Sorry, I can't think straight (hahaha funny. I'm not straight). Just came back from an all day party and I'm pretty much brain dead at this point. Someone please help. How does an introvert regain energy at 12 ish in the morning? Oh wait-- there's sleep but I don't want to sleep. You know what? I'll just write whatever I want to with NO PLANS!!! Ok this sounds like not a big deal but I usually stick to a topic (I don't write anything down-- I swear)... When I get tiredy brain gets all fuzzy. This is what happens when you stay up until 4:30 am and get up at 6 for a week. This is unhealthy. I should stop or else I'll lose even more energy if that's possible and I will probably not be able to get stuff done and if I don't do that I won't get any of my goals accomplished. If I don't get all my goals accomplished then I most certainly will starve and die. So I need to sleep. I don't want to. That is the thing that is holding me back. Phew. I'm pretty Much typing everything I am thinking right now so I apologize if it's choppy. What is the meaning of life? This can never be answered because life means something different for everyone. You can't control it, and somehow it sweeps you off your feet when you least expect it. It's like when you're tied to a train track and life is the train coming to run your sorry ass over. HA. That's life. A hellhole that you can make into a heaven, or turn into a nightmare. Choose wisely. I chose neither, because I'm honestly to tired to think. My hands are shaking. I think I should stop now, but there are so many thoughts I have to type. I have time... Like years to do this. When I grow old, I will probably still be doing this. If I get reincarnated into a human I will still do this. So yeah, we have time. Chill, relax, and come along for the crazy ass ride that's called life.
