DestroyTheSpineless
Member
- Joined
- May 28, 2017
- Messages
- 33
- Enneagram
- 5
Hi all, I'm Alex, 16 years old and I'm from Italy, so you may see some grammar mistakes in this post.
First thing to say: I love music (my favorite bands are Green Day, Ramones, Muse and... Beethoven) and I play the bass and the violin and a little bit the drums. Music is litterally my greatest hobby. I always have a song/riff/melody in my head and it causes me to drum my fingers on the table. I have absolute pitch and I'm obsessed with "finding the right musical note". Briefly, I'm a weirdo in this field.
I've been interested in MBTI for about 18 months, 531 days, to be precise. Yes, I love dates. All of my important events are stored in my mind. I don't truy to remember those numbers. They just come up when I need it. I have a strange relationship with numbers. It's like I see pictures of them in my head, well, not exactly pictures, but I see them. And it makes it easier to do fast calculations in my brain.
The first test I took, on 23/12/2015 was the one on 16personalities.com. It typed me as INTJ. My I, N and T were and are very strong. But I'm still looking for my last letter, the most important one. I tried literally anything. Big 5 (J correlates with conscentiousness), Enneagram, 16PF. I even tried to understand the MBTI step II. With "experience", I learnt not to take tests too seriously and instead investigating by myself with functions, but it didn't help. I prefer both Ti and Ni (maybe because I misunderstand some of their traits) and Fe is surely the function I struggle to use in a costructive way. I've also read some of Wilde's theory on functions, where he classifies people with two top introverted functions as "double introvert", but what I really need is to know whether I'm a J or a P.
Here are some of my traits:
- I'm ALWAYS punctual. For example, I always take the first bus to get to school early (mainly to avoid the "crowd effect"). I feel guilty for not arriving on time since I'd get really angry if I had to wait for someone;
- I don't study that much. Max 2 hours. I make sure everything important is finished, but if not, I'm very good at improvising;
- My desk is often messy, although my schoolmates thinks I'm organized;
- I make schemes and maps for ANYTHING;
- I hate rules, but I'm the first one to respect them;
- My motto is "least pain, most gain";
- I don't like changes. I prefer something stable;
- When I do something, I'm not happy if it isn't perfect;
- Around strangers I'm very serious and silent, but with people I know (friends and not), I'm open and eager to help them;
- I always have a mental map of things to do for my day. I follow consistently only my plans about school, but with leisure time I often end up doing something different;
- I love multitasking. For example now I have 8 windows open on Google Chrome;
- Competition > Cooperation;
- I'm way too skeptical even with my closest friends.
Things that may help you:
- I'm an Enneagram 5w4. The 5 is VERY strong here;
- In Socionics, I'm still deciding between ILI-INTp and LII-INTj. The majority of people on forums typed me as ILI.
- Talking about Big 5, my results are: High Openness, High Conscentiousnesss, Average Neuroticism, Low Extraversion, Low Agreeableness.
What do you think? Am I an INTJ or an INTP? This is my last chance.
If you need any further information don't be afraid to ask.
First thing to say: I love music (my favorite bands are Green Day, Ramones, Muse and... Beethoven) and I play the bass and the violin and a little bit the drums. Music is litterally my greatest hobby. I always have a song/riff/melody in my head and it causes me to drum my fingers on the table. I have absolute pitch and I'm obsessed with "finding the right musical note". Briefly, I'm a weirdo in this field.
I've been interested in MBTI for about 18 months, 531 days, to be precise. Yes, I love dates. All of my important events are stored in my mind. I don't truy to remember those numbers. They just come up when I need it. I have a strange relationship with numbers. It's like I see pictures of them in my head, well, not exactly pictures, but I see them. And it makes it easier to do fast calculations in my brain.
The first test I took, on 23/12/2015 was the one on 16personalities.com. It typed me as INTJ. My I, N and T were and are very strong. But I'm still looking for my last letter, the most important one. I tried literally anything. Big 5 (J correlates with conscentiousness), Enneagram, 16PF. I even tried to understand the MBTI step II. With "experience", I learnt not to take tests too seriously and instead investigating by myself with functions, but it didn't help. I prefer both Ti and Ni (maybe because I misunderstand some of their traits) and Fe is surely the function I struggle to use in a costructive way. I've also read some of Wilde's theory on functions, where he classifies people with two top introverted functions as "double introvert", but what I really need is to know whether I'm a J or a P.
Here are some of my traits:
- I'm ALWAYS punctual. For example, I always take the first bus to get to school early (mainly to avoid the "crowd effect"). I feel guilty for not arriving on time since I'd get really angry if I had to wait for someone;
- I don't study that much. Max 2 hours. I make sure everything important is finished, but if not, I'm very good at improvising;
- My desk is often messy, although my schoolmates thinks I'm organized;
- I make schemes and maps for ANYTHING;
- I hate rules, but I'm the first one to respect them;
- My motto is "least pain, most gain";
- I don't like changes. I prefer something stable;
- When I do something, I'm not happy if it isn't perfect;
- Around strangers I'm very serious and silent, but with people I know (friends and not), I'm open and eager to help them;
- I always have a mental map of things to do for my day. I follow consistently only my plans about school, but with leisure time I often end up doing something different;
- I love multitasking. For example now I have 8 windows open on Google Chrome;
- Competition > Cooperation;
- I'm way too skeptical even with my closest friends.
Things that may help you:
- I'm an Enneagram 5w4. The 5 is VERY strong here;
- In Socionics, I'm still deciding between ILI-INTp and LII-INTj. The majority of people on forums typed me as ILI.
- Talking about Big 5, my results are: High Openness, High Conscentiousnesss, Average Neuroticism, Low Extraversion, Low Agreeableness.
What do you think? Am I an INTJ or an INTP? This is my last chance.
If you need any further information don't be afraid to ask.