Husband's Birthday

[INTJMom]

So today was my husband's birthday. One of his sisters sent me a card saying she was thinking of us. She wrote a note about how he used to "go out of his way" to make her birthday special. You know, that's how my husband was. He was the kind of guy who would go out of his way to make somebody else's day a little nicer.

When I think of all his good traits I find it impossible to imagine that I will ever meet another guy like him. And that makes me sad because the truth is, I hate being alone. But that's my lot right now. I have to play the hand I'm dealt. I don't know... maybe someday I'll enjoy being alone.

I mean there are some advantages... I don't have anybody complaining at me when I don't do the dishes. Or making a joke right after I say something meant to inspire deep and profound thought. Other than that, I'm not really seeing the benefits to not being married to a faithful, hard-working, soft-hearted man.

God help me!!

 

[ReadingRainbows]

It will all be okay Mom

 

[cafe]

 

[INTJMom]

Thanks for the hugs... and the encouragement.