Chimerical
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- Apr 30, 2008
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- MBTI Type
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- 1w5
Girls.
I like this girl Erin. Wonderful girl, smart, very attractive, funny, easy to talk to. But I get the feelling she's the type that dates complete assholes [which I'm just now learning about. I keep meeting girls who're into jackasses].
But she lives in PA and I live in OH. I don't think this will go anywhere other than few conversations online here and there.
So I ran into Courtney. I really liked her. I met her about a year and a half ago, I slept with her the 2nd time I saw her. After that things have been weird. I'm not sure why since other guys have done the same with her and she's still into them. I don't really understand it too well. I've been pretty nice around her, not doing things to try to get her to like me [cause that's not really being nice is it], just being me. I give her things here and there, but it's something I'd give anyone. I'm not sure if she's aware of this.
She gives me her no. So I text her as I'm going to sleep. Telling her I still like her and would like to watch a movie again sometime. She says she has a boyfriend, so I respond that it would still be nice to watch a movie with everyone as friends like we used to do. She never responds. I think she got the wrong impression.
People.
They talk about me when I'm not around, or so I've heard. I'm not an idiot, I can tell that most are talking when I'm not there and they don't have very nice things to say. My brother says he doesn't understand why people like him. I don't understand why they don't like me. He comes in and they all run up to him and want to be his best friend and say stupid things he doesn't care about like "Hey guess what Nick[me] said! I can't believe it." He'll respond "I don't care, go away." Once he listened to what they had to say, and what I said was something he said the other day. Thus it made no sense for them to be upset by what was said if they weren't upset when he said it.
So there's something other than what's actually said that's making these people like him and hate me. Neither of us know.
Then there's Steve. I hate Steve. I don't hate many people, but he's one of the ones I hate. Steve has been pretending he's my friend. But Steve needed a place to live, so I helped him out. When he was hungry I feed him. When he was lonely I introduced him to all the people I know. Now he has no use for me and talks about me when I'm not around.
Steve is currently dating a girl I used to like. He tells people I'm mad at him because I'm jealous. I point out to people that this same girl was dating Chris a while ago and I was good friends with Chris and still am. Then she was dating Nick [not me] and I was friends with him and still am. She once tried to get me and a lot of her friends to beat up one of her ex-boyfriends. I thought this was stupid, childish, and petty. I wanted no part of it and no longer felt anything for her.
As it turns out, she's been lying to us all. She's 15, not 18 as she claims to be. Steve is 20. We found this out shortly after she broke up with Nick. Steve is dumb enough to think I'm still interested in a girl who's selfish, petty, and lies on a regular basis. He's also dumb enough to think that the reason I'm mad at him is because he's dating this horrible girl. So this is what he tells people.
He tells me to stop talking about him behind his back. "Keep talking shit about me behind my back and see what happens!!" He says to me in my inbox.
I respond saying that what was said resembled a threat. I inquire about what might happen and suggest that maybe the authorities might find out he's 20 and he's sleeping with a 15 year old. Or maybe her mother will find out. I ask if this is what's going to happen. Then go back to talking about how it resembles a threat but there isn't a stated act of consequence so I can't turn him in for a threat.
The next day a kid comes up to me [one of mine and steve's friends] and says he heard I was going to tell the police and this girls mother about her relationship. I point out that I never stated that I would. I tell him what was actually said, and not to believe in rumors.
I mention that even if I did, there's nothing wrong with me alerting the authorities of his actions. Even though it has nothing to do with a concern for a 20 year old dating a 15 year old as much as an asshole in my life and me wanting him out of it. Play the cards you have.
Friends.
I don't know if I have any.
I'm aware that people talk about when I'm not around, but pretend to be my friend when I am around. I have no idea who is and isn't my friend. I wish I had a way to find out.
I like this girl Erin. Wonderful girl, smart, very attractive, funny, easy to talk to. But I get the feelling she's the type that dates complete assholes [which I'm just now learning about. I keep meeting girls who're into jackasses].
But she lives in PA and I live in OH. I don't think this will go anywhere other than few conversations online here and there.
So I ran into Courtney. I really liked her. I met her about a year and a half ago, I slept with her the 2nd time I saw her. After that things have been weird. I'm not sure why since other guys have done the same with her and she's still into them. I don't really understand it too well. I've been pretty nice around her, not doing things to try to get her to like me [cause that's not really being nice is it], just being me. I give her things here and there, but it's something I'd give anyone. I'm not sure if she's aware of this.
She gives me her no. So I text her as I'm going to sleep. Telling her I still like her and would like to watch a movie again sometime. She says she has a boyfriend, so I respond that it would still be nice to watch a movie with everyone as friends like we used to do. She never responds. I think she got the wrong impression.
People.
They talk about me when I'm not around, or so I've heard. I'm not an idiot, I can tell that most are talking when I'm not there and they don't have very nice things to say. My brother says he doesn't understand why people like him. I don't understand why they don't like me. He comes in and they all run up to him and want to be his best friend and say stupid things he doesn't care about like "Hey guess what Nick[me] said! I can't believe it." He'll respond "I don't care, go away." Once he listened to what they had to say, and what I said was something he said the other day. Thus it made no sense for them to be upset by what was said if they weren't upset when he said it.
So there's something other than what's actually said that's making these people like him and hate me. Neither of us know.
Then there's Steve. I hate Steve. I don't hate many people, but he's one of the ones I hate. Steve has been pretending he's my friend. But Steve needed a place to live, so I helped him out. When he was hungry I feed him. When he was lonely I introduced him to all the people I know. Now he has no use for me and talks about me when I'm not around.
Steve is currently dating a girl I used to like. He tells people I'm mad at him because I'm jealous. I point out to people that this same girl was dating Chris a while ago and I was good friends with Chris and still am. Then she was dating Nick [not me] and I was friends with him and still am. She once tried to get me and a lot of her friends to beat up one of her ex-boyfriends. I thought this was stupid, childish, and petty. I wanted no part of it and no longer felt anything for her.
As it turns out, she's been lying to us all. She's 15, not 18 as she claims to be. Steve is 20. We found this out shortly after she broke up with Nick. Steve is dumb enough to think I'm still interested in a girl who's selfish, petty, and lies on a regular basis. He's also dumb enough to think that the reason I'm mad at him is because he's dating this horrible girl. So this is what he tells people.
He tells me to stop talking about him behind his back. "Keep talking shit about me behind my back and see what happens!!" He says to me in my inbox.
I respond saying that what was said resembled a threat. I inquire about what might happen and suggest that maybe the authorities might find out he's 20 and he's sleeping with a 15 year old. Or maybe her mother will find out. I ask if this is what's going to happen. Then go back to talking about how it resembles a threat but there isn't a stated act of consequence so I can't turn him in for a threat.
The next day a kid comes up to me [one of mine and steve's friends] and says he heard I was going to tell the police and this girls mother about her relationship. I point out that I never stated that I would. I tell him what was actually said, and not to believe in rumors.
I mention that even if I did, there's nothing wrong with me alerting the authorities of his actions. Even though it has nothing to do with a concern for a 20 year old dating a 15 year old as much as an asshole in my life and me wanting him out of it. Play the cards you have.
Friends.
I don't know if I have any.
I'm aware that people talk about when I'm not around, but pretend to be my friend when I am around. I have no idea who is and isn't my friend. I wish I had a way to find out.
