Frustrations with Fi.

[Azure Flame]

I figure I put this in a blog, because blog is synonymous with "say whatever the fuck you want," lol.

I can't stand Fi. It gets jealous, it gets personally offended, it gets disrespected, it gets devalued, it holds grudges.

And when any of these things happen, it actively seeks out those who afflicted it.

Those who are jealous actively approach those who they envy to harass them. Those who are disrespected proactively approach those they feel disrespected by. Those who have a grudge, hold it until its dealt with.

For me, it feels like that magnetic space minefield in star wars. You're just drifting about being yourself, then out comes Fi out of nowhere, hurling at you. Harassing you. Being jealous of you. Holding grudges against you for reasons you don't understand. Not telling you how it feels. Not explaining itself. Not understanding itself. Too pridefelt to make amends. Too pridefelt to ever appologize. Too criticized to think straight. Too reactive to allow the other person to speak. Ideas become too internalized to ever be let go of when they're wrong.

Its the warmongering pride function.

Get the fuck away from me.