Frustration yet again with myself. Just needing to vent.

[INFtha14]

Okay,

Just going to the library tomorrow to get some help, cause apparently i'm stuck with what to do for a cover letter.

I don't know what to say, or what they want me to say precisely.

I think I first need to just get a general idea of what I can present to a company then work on focusing on specific company's.

I think I just need a guiding hand as well, I'm so confused on where to even start.

I tried just now to think of what to say for the beginning of the cover letter but I blanked.

Even after researching the format, word usage, I think this is a confidence issue for the most part as it's suffering a bit of a blow to it right now.

So I'm putting it aside for today to go to the local library to get some assistance hopefully tomorrow.

I don't have much confidence in myself at this moment.

I know I have stuff to offer, but I feel just banging my head mentally is getting me nowhere but frustration with myself.

I'm checking out for the day. I'm super frustrated, irritated and disappointed in myself.

:steam: Haven't even called to check in those places yet cause I want to send in a cover letter for them so I've been trying to get a start on it.

But all I get is staring at that blank page. Like this job search isn't frustrating as it is, grr.

I really try to remain positive cause it will turn around, I'm just so unsure in the present moment.

Haven't even exercised the past three days out of just researching and beating myself up.

I need to chill XD and take a step back.
Do some meditation or something rawr.

I specifically want to do this saturday cause sunday i'm not doing anything involving this.

Taking one day to just get my center back before I dig in again.

At least I got plans saturday at 1pm to just hang out with a friend and her family. So first go to the library, get pointed in the right direction.
Probably check out some books, get a new library card as it just expired on me.

Blah blah blah, spend a few hours doing that. Then head over to my friends house which shall be fun and long over due.

Then I'll resume monday with what I will be doing with a librarian tomorrow.

 

[JAVO]

Cover letters are kind of nuts.

To write one, think of what you would say if you barged into the manager's office and only had a minute to convince him to hire you before security escorted you out of the building. It's a short "commercial" and introduction to yourself and your resume. Later, I'll pm you the one I wrote to get my current job to give you some ideas.

 

[INFtha14]

Oh hey JAVO, I didn't even see anyone commented till I checked the side thing XD.

Yeah I'd probably stammer a few times then pass out if unprepared. But I love that idea, I'll use that scenerio to help get ideas going.

I'd love that if you could, maybe it would help me have something to reference .

Thank you JAVO . How teeny JAVO coming along? Hope all is going nicely.