AzulEyes
New member
- Joined
- May 16, 2012
- Messages
- 622
- MBTI Type
- ENFP
- Enneagram
- 7w6
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
I've come a long way baby.
Week NC.
It has freed me to breathe and live.
And for you to feel the result of your actions.
These are MY boundaries.
My space- that I protect. You are not allowed to cross it.
This is a lesson for you. If you even see it.
BPD has gripped you SO badly.
Who knew how seriously ill you really are?
My God- I'm stunned how ill and how severe it is.
It explains so much as I look back.
It's scary how bad it is.
Who hurt you?
Who traumatized you?
I remember you saying your dad was overbearing on your mom.
Your mom passive.
Did they ignore you?
Was your mom too numb to show you love?
Did you not attach to her when you were a baby?
I'm really sad for you. It's obvious the hell and torment that is your soul.
I really am sorry for you.
If you realized the torture you put on those around you from it.
It's not fair to others.
Everyone tries to help- but you give them horror and hell.
Even though it's not your fault and you're hurting-
you cannot hurt others from it. It's not right.
Crazy people can't shoot up malls.
Borderlines cannot destroy people's lives.
They just can't.
I'm sorry.
I would never take such abuse you've dished to me from someone sane.
I have taken it out of compassion for you.
But like ALL the articles say ---- it is a bottomless pit of eternity.
Your heart can NEVER be filled.
You are in a perpetual vortex of horror and chaos.
And anyone who gets close to you gets sucked into it.
The whirlwind of pain and horror and suffering.
I'm really sorry for you.
I genuinely thought I could help you.
But according to EVERYTHING my research reveals.
NO ONE can help a borderline.
I'm SO sorry.
My intentions were/are to help.
But I cannot forsake my life for yours.
Can't.
If you can get healthy to a point of acceptance-
I will always have hope for you.
I will not abandon our friendship- even though you've painted me black.
I've said it always and continue to. That is not something I will take back.
Feel better, friend. I'm sorry for your pain.
If I could erase it- I would.
I would erase it.
Week NC.
It has freed me to breathe and live.
And for you to feel the result of your actions.
These are MY boundaries.
My space- that I protect. You are not allowed to cross it.
This is a lesson for you. If you even see it.
BPD has gripped you SO badly.
Who knew how seriously ill you really are?
My God- I'm stunned how ill and how severe it is.
It explains so much as I look back.
It's scary how bad it is.
Who hurt you?
Who traumatized you?
I remember you saying your dad was overbearing on your mom.
Your mom passive.
Did they ignore you?
Was your mom too numb to show you love?
Did you not attach to her when you were a baby?
I'm really sad for you. It's obvious the hell and torment that is your soul.
I really am sorry for you.
If you realized the torture you put on those around you from it.
It's not fair to others.
Everyone tries to help- but you give them horror and hell.
Even though it's not your fault and you're hurting-
you cannot hurt others from it. It's not right.
Crazy people can't shoot up malls.
Borderlines cannot destroy people's lives.
They just can't.
I'm sorry.
I would never take such abuse you've dished to me from someone sane.
I have taken it out of compassion for you.
But like ALL the articles say ---- it is a bottomless pit of eternity.
Your heart can NEVER be filled.
You are in a perpetual vortex of horror and chaos.
And anyone who gets close to you gets sucked into it.
The whirlwind of pain and horror and suffering.
I'm really sorry for you.
I genuinely thought I could help you.
But according to EVERYTHING my research reveals.
NO ONE can help a borderline.
I'm SO sorry.
My intentions were/are to help.
But I cannot forsake my life for yours.
Can't.
If you can get healthy to a point of acceptance-
I will always have hope for you.
I will not abandon our friendship- even though you've painted me black.
I've said it always and continue to. That is not something I will take back.
Feel better, friend. I'm sorry for your pain.
If I could erase it- I would.
I would erase it.
