SteinitzGamgbit
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I have been told several times I'm an entj (possibly ESTJ) but I have spent a holiday with my stepfather and now I feel like an INFP.
Difference between where I was to where I went is that in my original habitat I live in a 10 million people city and I stayed with my stepfather in the countryside. Most importantly, I feel so opresseed with him. It's not like its his intention but I can't choose a damn thing when I'm with my stepfather.I can't choose to sleep with the window closed or.open, I can't choose if i want coke.or.pesi, and this also goes.for bigger things, like what I should do with my whole entire life. He doesn't give my an order, that's not how be makes.me.feel in a jail/feel traped, he will lgive me.options and if I choose what he doesn't expect he will just argue.with me.and won't let.me have what I want. Eg if I say pepsi instead of coke he will start trying to convince me why pepsi is bad by talking about its chemical corporation components and I just feel depressed because if I take coke he will react negatively and I'm afraid of what might come out of it.I can't really explain thisany better, it just feels like I'm being mind fucked, a slave, alone and with nobody to save me. This is just a detail but my stepfather is also disgusting (ie walk around with just underwear, yell instead of talk, sa badwords, etc)
Now the biggest problem is that under these circumstances I have taken the mbti and cognitive functions tests several times and in all of them I got INFP as result. Is this normal? I take a lot of pride in being an entj/ESTJ and don't want to not.feel superior, nationalistic, logical, etc. I'm afraid I never was one to start with and that was all a defense mechanism because I was being insecure. Are these my new colours now? Was I never ExTJ? Will I ever have my ego back? Please help me, im afraid.
Difference between where I was to where I went is that in my original habitat I live in a 10 million people city and I stayed with my stepfather in the countryside. Most importantly, I feel so opresseed with him. It's not like its his intention but I can't choose a damn thing when I'm with my stepfather.I can't choose to sleep with the window closed or.open, I can't choose if i want coke.or.pesi, and this also goes.for bigger things, like what I should do with my whole entire life. He doesn't give my an order, that's not how be makes.me.feel in a jail/feel traped, he will lgive me.options and if I choose what he doesn't expect he will just argue.with me.and won't let.me have what I want. Eg if I say pepsi instead of coke he will start trying to convince me why pepsi is bad by talking about its chemical corporation components and I just feel depressed because if I take coke he will react negatively and I'm afraid of what might come out of it.I can't really explain thisany better, it just feels like I'm being mind fucked, a slave, alone and with nobody to save me. This is just a detail but my stepfather is also disgusting (ie walk around with just underwear, yell instead of talk, sa badwords, etc)
Now the biggest problem is that under these circumstances I have taken the mbti and cognitive functions tests several times and in all of them I got INFP as result. Is this normal? I take a lot of pride in being an entj/ESTJ and don't want to not.feel superior, nationalistic, logical, etc. I'm afraid I never was one to start with and that was all a defense mechanism because I was being insecure. Are these my new colours now? Was I never ExTJ? Will I ever have my ego back? Please help me, im afraid.