WobblyStilettos
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I dreamt last night I forgot how to spell Elizabeth (my real name that no one uses unless they have a death wish) 
I was going around asking people (on a ship, in my dreams I am usually in a garden, ship, or those pinky marble corridors...) because I had to find out so I could write it on my exam papers. No one knew how to spell it... I was convinced it had 'led' in it somewhere, and I couldn't remember if I used a z or an s xD
Anyway, I had the second of 5 maths exams this morning it was non calculater which is icky, I mean I can do quadractic equations standing on my head, I just can't divide/multiply/subtract/know my timestables 
I wanted to write a message to the person marking it (I was bored out of my mind) but I thought they might not appreciate it xD
I really should be revising for my english lit exam but it's boring. So, instead, I will pour my little heart out onto this computer screen (less messy than it sounds).
Well, maybe not all my heart, but here's a little bit of it Y'know that little bit of inner fire that every so often pops it's little head up and waves at you? Mine is currently telling (well, commanding actually, they are impatient little buggers) me to do something to change the world in some way, something inbetween stopping poverty forever and making someone smile. Now, as I pointed out to my little mister flamey, I am just one person. Not only that, but I am just one little 16 year old quiet person who nobody takes seriously. The flame concurred. How then, said I, am I supposed to change the world? Ah, it said, but how is anyone supposed to change the world? Everything has to start with one person, and you've already admitted that's exactly what you are. Fine, said I, but what about the world should I change? There are too many things that need to be fixed. Well, said the growing flame, what change do you want most? After a brief moment of pondering, I declared: Hugs. I want there to be more hugs. Do you know why? Because hugs can only ever be honest, you know if someone hugging you wants to get away as fast as possible. You know if they don't mean it. Likewise, there are hugs that let you feel how much the other person loves you, and in just that one moment, even if it is just a fleeting goodbye, you can feel their pure humanity. There is nothing you can do, their soul just pours into you. In that one hug you can tell that this person would, and does, trust you with their hopes, their dreams, their fears. The whole burden of their being is lifted from their shoulders and placed on yours, yet it is not an unfair trade, as they will happily gather up those things that make your heart so heavy and do their best to take them right away from you. That is The Magic Of The Hug.
Anything else you want? Asked the now roaring bonfire.
Yes, said I, I want to give people what a hug really represents to me. I want to give them the one thing that makes the caged bird sing, that thing men living on the streets smile for. I want to ball up some of you, flame, and send it to people all over the world. I want to give them hope.
Disclaimer: I don't hear voices in my head really xD and I don't know what made me write that sorry about how cheesy it sounds xD
I was going around asking people (on a ship, in my dreams I am usually in a garden, ship, or those pinky marble corridors...) because I had to find out so I could write it on my exam papers. No one knew how to spell it... I was convinced it had 'led' in it somewhere, and I couldn't remember if I used a z or an s xDAnyway, I had the second of 5 maths exams this morning
it was non calculater which is icky, I mean I can do quadractic equations standing on my head, I just can't divide/multiply/subtract/know my timestables I wanted to write a message to the person marking it (I was bored out of my mind) but I thought they might not appreciate it xDI really should be revising for my english lit exam but it's boring. So, instead, I will pour my little heart out onto this computer screen (less messy than it sounds).
Well, maybe not all my heart, but here's a little bit of it
Y'know that little bit of inner fire that every so often pops it's little head up and waves at you? Mine is currently telling (well, commanding actually, they are impatient little buggers) me to do something to change the world in some way, something inbetween stopping poverty forever and making someone smile. Now, as I pointed out to my little mister flamey, I am just one person. Not only that, but I am just one little 16 year old quiet person who nobody takes seriously. The flame concurred. How then, said I, am I supposed to change the world? Ah, it said, but how is anyone supposed to change the world? Everything has to start with one person, and you've already admitted that's exactly what you are. Fine, said I, but what about the world should I change? There are too many things that need to be fixed. Well, said the growing flame, what change do you want most? After a brief moment of pondering, I declared: Hugs. I want there to be more hugs. Do you know why? Because hugs can only ever be honest, you know if someone hugging you wants to get away as fast as possible. You know if they don't mean it. Likewise, there are hugs that let you feel how much the other person loves you, and in just that one moment, even if it is just a fleeting goodbye, you can feel their pure humanity. There is nothing you can do, their soul just pours into you. In that one hug you can tell that this person would, and does, trust you with their hopes, their dreams, their fears. The whole burden of their being is lifted from their shoulders and placed on yours, yet it is not an unfair trade, as they will happily gather up those things that make your heart so heavy and do their best to take them right away from you. That is The Magic Of The Hug.Anything else you want? Asked the now roaring bonfire.
Yes, said I, I want to give people what a hug really represents to me. I want to give them the one thing that makes the caged bird sing, that thing men living on the streets smile for. I want to ball up some of you, flame, and send it to people all over the world. I want to give them hope.
Disclaimer: I don't hear voices in my head really xD and I don't know what made me write that
sorry about how cheesy it sounds xD
