StonedPhilosopher
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Well one time i had pneumonia, the fever run much higher than what will usually kill a person. I was 22. There were hallucinations, dreams of panic where my limbs where torn off. The tearing off limbs seemed mild and quaint compared to what I was going through and gave a sense of satisfaction and serenity. So when I woke up I was in real panic. This continued for a day or two, after which I was never quite the same.
Shocked out of shyness. Realization life can end at any moment. Thinking about what I want to experience in life, I wanted to do more daring stuff. And I did.
Edit: and .. you don't want to hear this, but my IQ dropped from child-genius levels to just "smart". Uncomfortable hearing, much?
What the fuck are you serious!?!???? From what to what? By "child-genius," do you mean you were tested as a child and weren't tested again until you were a fully-grown adult, post-NDE? Can you elaborate? What ages did you take IQ tests? What were the results? What did you get on the SAT/ACT, and what year did you take them, if you took them? Fuck, I was planning on retaking the SAT because I know I can/could've beat my current best (1490; 730 verbal 760 math (they changed it back to 1600) 6/5/6 essay (all in one sitting)), but if I got dumber then I'm not only fucked for that, but for life.
As a part of course in study of information, our teacher directed us to some online assesments of IQ she thought valid. So I took one of them. I followed the guideline, took it alone, didn't look up the answers before. The result 170 came with a statement that the score was extrapolated, as in, it was not completely supported by statistical evidence as results above 160 were rare.
I took some similar assessments after and they told a similar story.
After pneumonia, I took similar assessments, including an official one. They centered around 150 or so.
Before I took it for granted I could finish my studies with ease and get a doctoral degree, but my ability to work was so diminished my wishes never came true. 150 is just smart in my books, not genius, IQ wise. I've had to do real work since for anything to count. I can't just rest on my laurels so to speak. Yeah, it would definitely be nice to have +20 IQ but this is where it stays.
I don't know what std you use in America but these tests had std, standard deviation of 24. So, 170 meant slightly below 3 deviations above average.
First off, America's standard deviation is typically 15. On that scale, your former IQ would be 143.75 and your latter would be 131.25.
But you said the former test was not only online, but also not even fucking completely supported. Only official ones should count.
And regarding your degree, here's a little anecdote:
I'd never had any trouble with math; ever since I was in kindergarten, I understood every concept--and the underlying reasons why they worked--before the teacher explained them. I was in a slightly-above-average (was too lazy to do honors just because) math class in Junior year (11th grade), and I just played Pac-Man on my graphing calculator and still got an A. Homework never took more than five minutes to complete. Whenever I raised my hand in the class, the teacher said stuff like "anyone besides StonedPhilosopher know the answer?" The class covered the stuff right before calculus: function manipulation (including composites and inverses), real/imaginary solutions, polynomial division/factoring, advanced (and circle) trigonometry, and basically everything else up to instantaneous rates of change.
Early last summer--before the incident this thread is about--I took a two-week placement course that covered the extra honors-level material needed for AB Calculus. I figured I didn't have to pay any attention and could just immediately figure out how to do instantaneous rates of change and all that other stuff, but I actually couldn't. For the first time, I had to actually memorize a few formulas; while I basically immediately picked them up, I still had to do "real work" unlike before.
Basically, what I'm trying to say is that maybe your ability didn't decrease, but the content's complexity increased.
Actually, can you get medically checked for brain damage or something? Wouldn't have they told you if you got mild brain damage from the pneumonia? Or do you live in a third-world country?
Only the pneumonia could cause a drop in IQ; how would a NDE make you dumber? Get checked. I'm actually really curious. It sounds like some shit out of a TV show or tabloid.