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Contradictions

Freesia

cool cat
Joined
Dec 4, 2013
Messages
225
MBTI Type
Meow
Enneagram
:0)
Instinctual Variant
so/sp
How is it that I constantly feel simultaneously ignored and overexposed? That everybody else underestimates my abilities yet I know for certain that I'm useless? Why can I never escape the cyclical, dark, obsessive thoughts in my head but when I'm in need of expressing myself I am so surface-level shallow? Why do I yearn to breathe yet wish for death in the span of several seconds? I've spent so much time trying to be something that I'm not that consequently I don't know who I am. This everlasting contradiction keeps me in tepid stagnation, consumed slowly yet completely. I don't know how to resolve it.
 
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