Feeding the predator [the uncut view on things by an entp]
Dear diary,
today my infj has come up with a new idea. Now she doesnt want to study medicine, tho she already applied for it and we went thru all the paperwork, today she wants to go into economics and tho I didnt tell her that involves a lot of math what she doesnt like, she nevertheless got pissed at me about something else ( this time it was the way I hang the towel in the bathroom ).
In the morning she was all happy and totally driving me crazy with her excitement and after midday she was deep-down depressed. She decided that she wants to go on a roadtrip this evening, tho we are totally broke atm and since we just were in a climbing course last weekend I thought to maybe point that out, what ended in more troubles.
I then cooked for her and she was happy again.
Later on she told me about a problem her best friend had, she was deeply involved in the feelings ( of another person ) and with me being a kinda reactive person, it dragged my own mood down thru the floor. Glad we already talked about that and she knows when it happens.
Dear diary,
feeding the irrational mood swings, ideas and feelings about life of my infj sometimes is like:
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but does not feeding it really make up for not sharing this passionate, affectionate and insightful life of living, the onness I have with this person ?
Hell no !!