scantilyclad
almost nekkid
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- Jul 31, 2007
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Mike bought me a car, and i love it. It's a Volkswagen cabrio and its extra tiny and cute. When he came home and handed me keys and told me that he bought me a new convertible, i didn't believe him, and i was shocked a few hours later when i found out it was true. <3
I wish i could keep this post happy, but unfortunately i don't usually post when i'm happy. I got to hang out with a few of my friends tonight, which was nice. We played some Game Cube and went to IHOP and reminisced a little bit, which was also great. I'm upset because my ex boyfriend, who i dated for 4 years called me tonight and asked what i was doing. He hasn't called me in over a year, so i was really shocked that he called me. He asked what i was doing, and when he found out that i was going to be close to his area, he asked if i wanted to hang out, because he said he was lonely. I agreed and told him i would give him directions to my other friends house when i got there.
So i call him when i get to Matt's house and he says that he will call me back when he finds a pencil and piece of paper. At this point i'm very excited, because he was my best friend and my first love and i really just wanted to see him. I think about him a lot, just wondering what he's doing. We used to have so many laughs together, which is something i don't usually get in my current relationship, so i just like to remember how good we were at one time i guess.
ANYWAY, so an hour passes and he doesn't call me back, so i text him and ask if he's having trouble finding a piece of paper and he says that he's on the phone with his girlfriend, and that she had a bad day. I was okay with this, because i'm friends with his girlfriend, and they would have never met if it wasn't for me. so i wait another hour and i still get no call from him. I start to get really upset, because when i get really excited about something and it doesn't happen it's just like i get hit by a truck or something. My feelings are really hurt that he didn't even have the decency to call me back and tell me that he couldn't hang out. I'm assuming he told his girlfriend that he was going to hang out with me, and she got pissed.
I guess she thinks i want him, which i don't, i broke up with him 2 years ago because i didn't want to be with him anymore. I understand why she wouldn't want us to hang out together, because Andrew does have a history of cheating (which is why we broke up), but she should know me better than that. I would never purposely try to break up a relationship, especially with two people that i consider to be friends. He at least AT LEAST could have fucking called me or sent me a text. He also should have known that this would hurt my feelings. I know it would hurt him if i did the same in return.
I feel so stupid for even wanting to see him now and i feel stupid for thinking that Lajess trusted me with her boyfriend. I've helped both of them so many times. When Andrew loses a job, i always help him find one, and when they got evicted from their apartment, i let them stay with me for a few weeks. I even kept Andrew's stupid cats for him for 2 years so that he didn't have to get rid of them, and i don't even like cats. I've loaned them money, i've counseled both of them during their relationship problems and i brought them together as a couple and i can't even get one fucking phone call?
wtf.
sorry, i'll probably delete this later.
i just needed to rant.
I wish i could keep this post happy, but unfortunately i don't usually post when i'm happy. I got to hang out with a few of my friends tonight, which was nice. We played some Game Cube and went to IHOP and reminisced a little bit, which was also great. I'm upset because my ex boyfriend, who i dated for 4 years called me tonight and asked what i was doing. He hasn't called me in over a year, so i was really shocked that he called me. He asked what i was doing, and when he found out that i was going to be close to his area, he asked if i wanted to hang out, because he said he was lonely. I agreed and told him i would give him directions to my other friends house when i got there.
So i call him when i get to Matt's house and he says that he will call me back when he finds a pencil and piece of paper. At this point i'm very excited, because he was my best friend and my first love and i really just wanted to see him. I think about him a lot, just wondering what he's doing. We used to have so many laughs together, which is something i don't usually get in my current relationship, so i just like to remember how good we were at one time i guess.
ANYWAY, so an hour passes and he doesn't call me back, so i text him and ask if he's having trouble finding a piece of paper and he says that he's on the phone with his girlfriend, and that she had a bad day. I was okay with this, because i'm friends with his girlfriend, and they would have never met if it wasn't for me. so i wait another hour and i still get no call from him. I start to get really upset, because when i get really excited about something and it doesn't happen it's just like i get hit by a truck or something. My feelings are really hurt that he didn't even have the decency to call me back and tell me that he couldn't hang out. I'm assuming he told his girlfriend that he was going to hang out with me, and she got pissed.
I guess she thinks i want him, which i don't, i broke up with him 2 years ago because i didn't want to be with him anymore. I understand why she wouldn't want us to hang out together, because Andrew does have a history of cheating (which is why we broke up), but she should know me better than that. I would never purposely try to break up a relationship, especially with two people that i consider to be friends. He at least AT LEAST could have fucking called me or sent me a text. He also should have known that this would hurt my feelings. I know it would hurt him if i did the same in return.
I feel so stupid for even wanting to see him now and i feel stupid for thinking that Lajess trusted me with her boyfriend. I've helped both of them so many times. When Andrew loses a job, i always help him find one, and when they got evicted from their apartment, i let them stay with me for a few weeks. I even kept Andrew's stupid cats for him for 2 years so that he didn't have to get rid of them, and i don't even like cats. I've loaned them money, i've counseled both of them during their relationship problems and i brought them together as a couple and i can't even get one fucking phone call?
wtf.
sorry, i'll probably delete this later.
i just needed to rant.
