Eric B
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- Joined
- Mar 29, 2008
- Messages
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- MBTI Type
- INTP
- Enneagram
- 548
- Instinctual Variant
- sp/sx
My examples:
When thinking of what my ego's main goals were, and also what it fights so violently against, these seven points I had recently put together on the apparent purpose of life suddenly fit in, especially regarding the shadows:
http://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=43891&p=1483290#post1483290
Hero(dom.)
The emotionally positive sense of heroically solving a problem is best captured by the rational mind through an internal impersonal sequential standard in which things make sense to me.
•Great example: a lot of stuff my ego always fought against in the 7 points now becomes palatable, because it fit into a framework that made sense.
Parent (aux.)
The emotionally positive sense of authoritatively supporting others is best captured by the rational mind through an external perception of abstract images that deals in multiple possibilities.
•I like to look at different ideas, and make proposals to share with and hopefully help others understand (such as these theories).
Puer/Puella (tertiary)
The emotionally positive sense of child-like relief is best captured by the rational mind through an internal concrete storehouse of images.
•Hence, the nostalgia over past places and experiences. I get such a feeling of innocence.
Anima/animus (inferior)
The emotionally positive sense of connecting with life is best captured by the rational mind (though generally poorly) through an external personal value standard.
•Hence, wanting to fit in with people, feeling inferior in groups, feeling torn between helping others and personal dominant function activities.
Opposing Personality (backup)
Negative emotions connected with opposition or obstruction will often trigger or be triggered by an external standard imposed on the dominant internal perspective of impersonal sequential judgment. The ego then uses these standards to oppose others, or back up the dominant internal standard.
•Thinking agreed upon logical decision are stupid if they don't follow personal frameworks such as symmetry, which I enjoy just for its own sake.
What is trying to be brought into consciousness is the need for external efficiency, of course, or at least awareness of that need; especially if you want others to profit from your ideas or works.
Witch/Senex (negative parent)
Negative emotions connected to extreme crankiness, as a negated authoritarian figure, will often trigger, or somethimes be triggered by internal or universalized abstract images shutting out the external data. This is then used to cast blame and otherwise attack others.
•Become very depressed and bitter when I notice sequences of events that fit internalized negative patterns.
What is trying to be brought into consciousness through this, in my case, seems to be what I have outlined in the 7 points. Pain and inequity are inevitable in this world (for, according to those premises, the purpose of this world is not to have one's own way and everything be perfect anyway).
(Now, the task is to how to learn to deal with things better).
Trickster (negative child)
Emotions connected with that of a bad child; either dealing with one, playing tricks and binding the ego, or then being one to get back at or rebel against the threat, will often come through external concrete data.
•Trying to trap others who make me feel bound, by pointing out that they either do or condone the same things in themselves or others. Again, I have noticed that there is a heavy emotional weight behind this, which annoys others who wonder why I force the issue of what others do so much, apparently more than others. I feel like "nothing", "having to live in a world' where others get away with what I have been chastised for.
What I believe is trying to be brought into consciousness, is what I have long fought against, and my ST parents and others were so inclined to state: "Life is what it is" (including unfairness or inequity). Enjoy the life and world God has given you even with the inequity.
Daemon (negative anima)
Emotions associated with evil, either someone trying to destroy the ego, or the ego in turn trying to destroy a threat, will often come through internal personal values, which normally feel very intrusive to the dominant internal perspective.
•Wanting to attack a stance seen as "self-righteous", involving personal or universal values. Like now, I have been having off and on spats with a group of Christian conservatives, who like to boldly blame and scold a whole race of people for all their "dysfunctional behavior" they [still!] see as causing the nation's problems. So this is both a direct attack on the ego (through the group I identify with), as well as provoking a sense of jealosy that they seem to have such a self-contentment (that I don't feel I really have) in believing they are morally upright, and all problems are everyone else's fault. (While then actually accusing those they are blaming of the same thing! And there are not a lot of people standing up and challenging this). Again, I feel like "nothing" in comparison.
(BTW, Meanwhile, on boards like this, I had largely forgotten about race, as it is laregly irrelevant, as we discuss more legitimate personal differences, along the lines of typology and temperament
It's a shame certain others out there have to keep that nonsense alive, as antibiblical as it actually is, even!).
So yet again, there is considerable emotional energy behind this that others say is a waste of time. Sometimes, consciously, I do realize it is a waste of time.
What is trying to be brought into consciousness that the ego is fighting against, is the need for a personal ethics system that can be contented in itself, and not dependent on others (the vulnerable "inferior" perspective). And again, the true purpose of life, and what is really important. Then, others' values won't feel as threatening.
When thinking of what my ego's main goals were, and also what it fights so violently against, these seven points I had recently put together on the apparent purpose of life suddenly fit in, especially regarding the shadows:
http://www.typologycentral.com/forums/showthread.php?t=43891&p=1483290#post1483290
Hero(dom.)
The emotionally positive sense of heroically solving a problem is best captured by the rational mind through an internal impersonal sequential standard in which things make sense to me.
•Great example: a lot of stuff my ego always fought against in the 7 points now becomes palatable, because it fit into a framework that made sense.
Parent (aux.)
The emotionally positive sense of authoritatively supporting others is best captured by the rational mind through an external perception of abstract images that deals in multiple possibilities.
•I like to look at different ideas, and make proposals to share with and hopefully help others understand (such as these theories).
Puer/Puella (tertiary)
The emotionally positive sense of child-like relief is best captured by the rational mind through an internal concrete storehouse of images.
•Hence, the nostalgia over past places and experiences. I get such a feeling of innocence.
Anima/animus (inferior)
The emotionally positive sense of connecting with life is best captured by the rational mind (though generally poorly) through an external personal value standard.
•Hence, wanting to fit in with people, feeling inferior in groups, feeling torn between helping others and personal dominant function activities.
Opposing Personality (backup)
Negative emotions connected with opposition or obstruction will often trigger or be triggered by an external standard imposed on the dominant internal perspective of impersonal sequential judgment. The ego then uses these standards to oppose others, or back up the dominant internal standard.
•Thinking agreed upon logical decision are stupid if they don't follow personal frameworks such as symmetry, which I enjoy just for its own sake.
What is trying to be brought into consciousness is the need for external efficiency, of course, or at least awareness of that need; especially if you want others to profit from your ideas or works.
Witch/Senex (negative parent)
Negative emotions connected to extreme crankiness, as a negated authoritarian figure, will often trigger, or somethimes be triggered by internal or universalized abstract images shutting out the external data. This is then used to cast blame and otherwise attack others.
•Become very depressed and bitter when I notice sequences of events that fit internalized negative patterns.
What is trying to be brought into consciousness through this, in my case, seems to be what I have outlined in the 7 points. Pain and inequity are inevitable in this world (for, according to those premises, the purpose of this world is not to have one's own way and everything be perfect anyway).
(Now, the task is to how to learn to deal with things better).
Trickster (negative child)
Emotions connected with that of a bad child; either dealing with one, playing tricks and binding the ego, or then being one to get back at or rebel against the threat, will often come through external concrete data.
•Trying to trap others who make me feel bound, by pointing out that they either do or condone the same things in themselves or others. Again, I have noticed that there is a heavy emotional weight behind this, which annoys others who wonder why I force the issue of what others do so much, apparently more than others. I feel like "nothing", "having to live in a world' where others get away with what I have been chastised for.
What I believe is trying to be brought into consciousness, is what I have long fought against, and my ST parents and others were so inclined to state: "Life is what it is" (including unfairness or inequity). Enjoy the life and world God has given you even with the inequity.
Daemon (negative anima)
Emotions associated with evil, either someone trying to destroy the ego, or the ego in turn trying to destroy a threat, will often come through internal personal values, which normally feel very intrusive to the dominant internal perspective.
•Wanting to attack a stance seen as "self-righteous", involving personal or universal values. Like now, I have been having off and on spats with a group of Christian conservatives, who like to boldly blame and scold a whole race of people for all their "dysfunctional behavior" they [still!] see as causing the nation's problems. So this is both a direct attack on the ego (through the group I identify with), as well as provoking a sense of jealosy that they seem to have such a self-contentment (that I don't feel I really have) in believing they are morally upright, and all problems are everyone else's fault. (While then actually accusing those they are blaming of the same thing! And there are not a lot of people standing up and challenging this). Again, I feel like "nothing" in comparison.
(BTW, Meanwhile, on boards like this, I had largely forgotten about race, as it is laregly irrelevant, as we discuss more legitimate personal differences, along the lines of typology and temperament
So yet again, there is considerable emotional energy behind this that others say is a waste of time. Sometimes, consciously, I do realize it is a waste of time.
What is trying to be brought into consciousness that the ego is fighting against, is the need for a personal ethics system that can be contented in itself, and not dependent on others (the vulnerable "inferior" perspective). And again, the true purpose of life, and what is really important. Then, others' values won't feel as threatening.