I thought you left! Glad to see you!

[MENTION=19719]Forever[/MENTION]
Of course I'm Manson omgah how did you know? xD lol.
-What I'm pulled towards in life is to create, whether it be art or writing or poetry. I've been creative from a young age and art has always been a very spiritual, personal experience for me. I long to be authentic and different, to never follow blindly and be strong-minded. I always have a desire to learn and need to feed my curiosity and knowledge regularly.
-I was a Psych major at one point in college. The human mind and behaviors are very interesting to me, yes. I think that's part of the reason I got interested in mbti/typology.
-Logic comes easy in certain situations, in others not so much.. especially if my emotions are heavily involved, logic goes out the window. I guess I lean more towards no on that one.
-I love the feeling of exploring, of adventures, seeing new places, new foods. Being in nature, historical places, art, etc. At times I do get overwhelmed by these experiences / sensations (emotionally and physically).
-I've always been an outsider, so part of my feelings can be related to my relationship to society..of existing outside of it, thinking differently. Depends on what it's about.. others are about something deeper. I'm incredibly introspective.
-I dissociate and daydream very often. Some dreams are about different scenarios I create in my head (with anything/anyone), life as a successful artist, living in a different country, "what would happen if this and that", or as simple as having a conversation with someone I'm thinking about. They're all over the place. I also dissociate under stress.
-Honesty did not come naturally to me when I was younger. I lied all the time due to self-esteem issues. Now that I'm older and a lot more confident, honesty has become natural and a must.