Chimerical
Permabanned
- Joined
- Apr 30, 2008
- Messages
- 898
- MBTI Type
- INTJ
- Enneagram
- 1w5
I don't understand. Why am I slandered?
I think I understand why people from common's don't invite me anywhere or ever seem to want me around. They slander my name and it's bad for their image to be around me, but I do not understand why I was slandered to begin with.
I know the moment my older brother entered the picture it was all downhill from there. I tend to find social groups there are isolated from my family. I don't let me family know about it, and I don't bring anyone from the group around my family. My family is a social poison.
All of this makes sense to me. But what I'm not getting is why when I go somewhere new, most recently, people don't want anything to do with me.
When I send a message to aomeone on mywhatever site online there is never any response. When I meet some girl and we go out once she never wants to see me again or just wants to be friends.
It's frustration to the fullest. Mainly because I'm unable to get a job and I know it has something to so with my lack of social understanding. And no matter how much I ask for advice, how many books I read, how much people watching I do, or how much I practice learning to be more socially skilled NOTHING WORKS!!!!!!
I'm starting to hate people.
I think I understand why people from common's don't invite me anywhere or ever seem to want me around. They slander my name and it's bad for their image to be around me, but I do not understand why I was slandered to begin with.
I know the moment my older brother entered the picture it was all downhill from there. I tend to find social groups there are isolated from my family. I don't let me family know about it, and I don't bring anyone from the group around my family. My family is a social poison.
All of this makes sense to me. But what I'm not getting is why when I go somewhere new, most recently, people don't want anything to do with me.
When I send a message to aomeone on mywhatever site online there is never any response. When I meet some girl and we go out once she never wants to see me again or just wants to be friends.
It's frustration to the fullest. Mainly because I'm unable to get a job and I know it has something to so with my lack of social understanding. And no matter how much I ask for advice, how many books I read, how much people watching I do, or how much I practice learning to be more socially skilled NOTHING WORKS!!!!!!
I'm starting to hate people.
