INFtha14
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- Joined
- Dec 9, 2008
- Messages
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- MBTI Type
- INFP
- Enneagram
- 6w7
- Instinctual Variant
- sp/sx
*doing alittle thought expression*
I'm happy for you as your best friend because I know your the happiest you've ever been and you deserve it. But how come it hurts seeing pictures of the two of you doing what you and I use to do all the time? Each picture feels like a slap to my face. Though I know that's the last thing you'd want me to feel or do to me. Why your my best friend. I feel replaced though I know you hold our friendship dear. But lets face it, I'm no longer your Closest best friend, he is.
That does hurt in some ways. I wish you the best and I want nothing but the best for you my beautiful friend so I keep this to myself. I feel like maybe now you don't need me for those things anymore. We used to go to the fall fest together, bills games together, shopping at the mall together, we did everything together. Now it seems because you got your forever friend/life long partner, I'm left in the dust. How would I even bring this up to you without hurting you. I don't want to do that but I want to confide in my BFF like I always have. Things are changing... that's for sure. Were both growing and for the better but I'm realist too it also is, apart. Thus my heart aches but also is grateful you found that s.someone. I just want my bff back. I miss you. Hopefully you'll still need me. I still need you. hear you talking about finding couple friends and it's like "Why don't you just stab a knife in my heart why don't you?". Though I understand your reasons, my heart hurts thinking that maybe we are on such paths that at this moment we have nothing to offer the other. Though I know our bond is strong and will always be best friends. It just probably will never be like how it was.
Well that's all for now
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I'm happy for you as your best friend because I know your the happiest you've ever been and you deserve it. But how come it hurts seeing pictures of the two of you doing what you and I use to do all the time? Each picture feels like a slap to my face. Though I know that's the last thing you'd want me to feel or do to me. Why your my best friend. I feel replaced though I know you hold our friendship dear. But lets face it, I'm no longer your Closest best friend, he is.
That does hurt in some ways. I wish you the best and I want nothing but the best for you my beautiful friend so I keep this to myself. I feel like maybe now you don't need me for those things anymore. We used to go to the fall fest together, bills games together, shopping at the mall together, we did everything together. Now it seems because you got your forever friend/life long partner, I'm left in the dust. How would I even bring this up to you without hurting you. I don't want to do that but I want to confide in my BFF like I always have. Things are changing... that's for sure. Were both growing and for the better but I'm realist too it also is, apart. Thus my heart aches but also is grateful you found that s.someone. I just want my bff back. I miss you. Hopefully you'll still need me. I still need you. hear you talking about finding couple friends and it's like "Why don't you just stab a knife in my heart why don't you?". Though I understand your reasons, my heart hurts thinking that maybe we are on such paths that at this moment we have nothing to offer the other. Though I know our bond is strong and will always be best friends. It just probably will never be like how it was.
Well that's all for now
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