Well what's INFP logic like?
Describe your analytical and emotional conclusions in relation to your logic system?
What I mean by that is how do you come to conclusions, what is the process behind your ability to make these conclusions valid in your mind. How do you know your intuition and emotional deductions are matching your systematic conclusions you have about the world around you?
Well, I'm really close to the F-T axis, and recently came to believe that I'm on the F side, but the debate continues. And it goes back and forth from the beginning of my life until now, including all my experiences, conversations, and interactions that I remember.
In addition, I've recently had a sort of existential enlightenment. I have these intense depressions. These occur when I get criticism or something negative happens, I feel very...well...suicidal. One of the worst times was when my college friends moved away or got married and the structures change suddenly. However, they can happen when I get criticism at work or even when I get something in the mail. "Oversensitive."
Sometimes, when I got close to resolving that suicide would be possible due to existentialism or nihilistic lines of thought, I came to a sense of absolute freedom. When the cycle of grief broke to the freedom to die; it simultaneous diminished that which was causing me to morose, and I had the freedom to live. This occurs in cycles, but they are changing. I am becoming stronger, and I'm less afraid that the depressions will actually lead to my death.
It used to be that I was float-some thrown up a tumultuous sea. Now it's more like, "Oh, I've been thrown in the water again". Okay, remember our gills. Let's swim a bit, and then well go back.
In addition to this existential process, I have various metaphysical beliefs about time and now. It's common symbols which describe different ways of looking at the present moment, 16 at "transforms." I study how these interact. It's common things like feng shui, yin and yang, and some that are not so common.
Right now, I'm reaching out (as you might see from threads I made). However, I'm also in a sort of joyous time. I'm exploring my life and relationships throughout time, and sort of re-parenting or re-nurturing myself. I view painful experiences that happened to me, and try to re-live the old pain. I am going everywhere in time and looking, but using the new mystical-existentialist powers I have.
Now, as a matter of necessity, most of this has been processed by catharsis. However, there is still pain and awkwardness and maybe a little fear, which resonate in the present as well. I had not power back then, and the dragons were very, very big. Now...surprise...I have a sword and fire resistant armor! *Makes personal note to rent 'how to train your dragon', just in case it has some insight.*
Now, maybe back to the topic, as I understand it, I can use logic, make spreadsheets and all this if it will make someone happy. I have a great deal of trouble maintaining it if it is just for my benefit. I have skills. I can even, sort of, do math, but the tenacity I employ depends on how it will please the person who wants the info. (according to what they asked for...I mean I don't just make something up...I make honest numbers.)
Is this an example of what you asked?