Honestly, I think mine would be, that there isn't one.
A lot of whom I am is based on doing things that are hard, that i don't want to no matter how hard it is because it's 'the responsible thing' because 'life is hard but worth it. And there are sometimes that I question 'why' when it has honestly gotten me no where.
I tell myself " there is no one, no 'greater power' who will tell me in the end 'You did a good job, your free and you've earned your rest" Yet even though I know that is true, there is still some stupid, naive, part of me that deep down continues to belie there is.
So I think my gate would be Just the end. No one to tell me I did well, or that it's 'okay now' just nothing. I did it all for nothing. No one knows, no ever will. I was responsible and followed all the rules for no other reason than to squeak by with meager living I did and no one gives a shit.