Temizzle
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- Nov 15, 2018
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- MBTI Type
- ENTJ
- Enneagram
- 8w9
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
1) Context:
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, ect)?
8) Answer only one of the following:
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
a) in my 20s, California (yea, dying from the smoke currently). I have no impairments, non-religious, and no strong political beliefs.
b) I'm at a complete loss regarding MBTI. Enneagramwise I'm between a 3 and an 8. Myers briggs has mindfucked me into oblivion over the years. Enneagramwise, I know I'm an assertive type. I don't embody the type-A persona of the 3 (I can, but not always), but I also have a higher emotional range and utter laziness than I'd imagine an 8 might have.
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
a) in my 20s, California (yea, dying from the smoke currently). I have no impairments, non-religious, and no strong political beliefs.
b) I'm at a complete loss regarding MBTI. Enneagramwise I'm between a 3 and an 8. Myers briggs has mindfucked me into oblivion over the years. Enneagramwise, I know I'm an assertive type. I don't embody the type-A persona of the 3 (I can, but not always), but I also have a higher emotional range and utter laziness than I'd imagine an 8 might have.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
My purpose keeps fluctuating. Currently, I'm of the belief my purpose is to help people push past conventional barriers -- in business, in life -- and to be a solid figure for friends and family. Also to enjoy myself.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
I relate the most to lust and sloth. I'm kind of a lazy, lustful douchebag lol. My mother and I were discussing elements the other day, and agreed that both her and I are fire. You see, fire needs fuel to burn, without fuel it suffocates and dies out. Unless I have a reason to burn with passion, I kind of just feel dead. But when I have fuel, boy do I burn.
I relate the least to greed -- which is the desire to continue accumulating even to the point of excess, just for the mere sake of accumulation. I really enjoy giving and sharing with others and appreciate when others do the same.
I relate the least to greed -- which is the desire to continue accumulating even to the point of excess, just for the mere sake of accumulation. I really enjoy giving and sharing with others and appreciate when others do the same.
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
I'm drawn to people who aren't afraid to break rules and test boundaries.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Generally, weaker, more placid people are drawn to me. If I'm with another person who doesn't take the lead, I tend to fill that gap and take the lead myself. I prefer to be with people who are self-directed, it's frustrating to be in the presence of placid people, that's why I press on forward. But I think these types of people need someone like me to take charge and brave opposition -- to ask them: "Why not?" and "So what?".
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Greedy, selfish, vain, fake people. Maybe a good indicator that I'm a 3 is that these are the types of people I'm the most repulsed by: fake people who run on a treadmill to impress others because they feel unloved, stepping over others heartlessly in the process.
I'm drawn to people who aren't afraid to break rules and test boundaries.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Generally, weaker, more placid people are drawn to me. If I'm with another person who doesn't take the lead, I tend to fill that gap and take the lead myself. I prefer to be with people who are self-directed, it's frustrating to be in the presence of placid people, that's why I press on forward. But I think these types of people need someone like me to take charge and brave opposition -- to ask them: "Why not?" and "So what?".
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Greedy, selfish, vain, fake people. Maybe a good indicator that I'm a 3 is that these are the types of people I'm the most repulsed by: fake people who run on a treadmill to impress others because they feel unloved, stepping over others heartlessly in the process.
5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
People who are good at disarming others and bringing people together. I tend to be somewhat retarded when it comes to gauging others' emotions. I tend to just do what I do, try to be sensitive/considerate with those I care for, and stand up for what I personally believe is right. If someone comes to me with an emotional problem, I feel like there was a time in my younger life where I was talented at working with other's emotions but for the past many years I tend to feel really awkward in that position.
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
a) Anger
Just knowing that I can get really really angry and get my way if I need to usually keeps me pretty chill. It takes a lot more for me to actually get mad these days.
b) Shame
I guess I do have a relationship with shame with respect to failure -- I like to win and succeed. For example, I had a recent business venture that I got really hyped about and because of some unfortunate detail and timing, I wasn't able to life it off the ground. I don't know if it was shame I was experiencing, but it was a bummer especially considering I hyped it up quite a bit to those around me. I guess I like it when what I say comes true, and feel shame when it doesn't.
c) Fear
I haven't experienced things that truly scare me in a while, but I guess things that threaten my future well-being shake me to the core. Oh, also when something tragic happens to a loved one, especially if I can't do much to intervene, that scares me too.
d) Love/passion
Also haven't felt too passionate about things in a while, which is ironic because I think passion in many ways defines me. I love my family deeply, and do my best to be there for them as much as possible. I also love my friends and wish the best for them, I help them when they need it and stay present in their lives.
e) Conflict
Conflict is an interesting one. I find that, if I don't face conflict for a long time, I start itching for it and either go where I can find conflict, or invent some of my own. That being said, as I'm getting older I'm learning that a lot of conflict is unnecessary and can be handled in better ways. I still itch for a good fight though if life gets too boring.
Just knowing that I can get really really angry and get my way if I need to usually keeps me pretty chill. It takes a lot more for me to actually get mad these days.
b) Shame
I guess I do have a relationship with shame with respect to failure -- I like to win and succeed. For example, I had a recent business venture that I got really hyped about and because of some unfortunate detail and timing, I wasn't able to life it off the ground. I don't know if it was shame I was experiencing, but it was a bummer especially considering I hyped it up quite a bit to those around me. I guess I like it when what I say comes true, and feel shame when it doesn't.
c) Fear
I haven't experienced things that truly scare me in a while, but I guess things that threaten my future well-being shake me to the core. Oh, also when something tragic happens to a loved one, especially if I can't do much to intervene, that scares me too.
d) Love/passion
Also haven't felt too passionate about things in a while, which is ironic because I think passion in many ways defines me. I love my family deeply, and do my best to be there for them as much as possible. I also love my friends and wish the best for them, I help them when they need it and stay present in their lives.
e) Conflict
Conflict is an interesting one. I find that, if I don't face conflict for a long time, I start itching for it and either go where I can find conflict, or invent some of my own. That being said, as I'm getting older I'm learning that a lot of conflict is unnecessary and can be handled in better ways. I still itch for a good fight though if life gets too boring.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, ect)?
I guess a struggle for consistent fuel to burn. I tend to get inspired by a new venture, give it my 200%, come out really successful, and then rest on my laurels really hard after, thinking I've deserved a period of relaxation and indulgence. Then I kind of drop the ball and struggle for more fuel. You could say I struggle to find a solid base motivation that moves me consistently forward.
I also have tended to overdo things. I press too hard in my relationships, all-in tasks really hard while ignoring everything else, and kind of just spread myself thin by overdoing the things I commit to and neglecting everything else.
I also have tended to overdo things. I press too hard in my relationships, all-in tasks really hard while ignoring everything else, and kind of just spread myself thin by overdoing the things I commit to and neglecting everything else.
8) Answer only one of the following:
[College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
I chose to study Cognitive Science with an emphasis on Computation. So this is an emerging field most closely related to Artificial Intelligence. It blends psychology, philosophy, mathematics, statistics, linguistics, and computer science. If I could change it, I would have done it from the very beginning, and I would have taken a technology management minor because I've discovered that by far, my favorite classes have been the ones that are business-related. I chose this field because it takes into my account my interest in psychology, but also tempers it with a useful skillset for the modern age: computer science.
My goal is to move into the tech business field.
I chose to study Cognitive Science with an emphasis on Computation. So this is an emerging field most closely related to Artificial Intelligence. It blends psychology, philosophy, mathematics, statistics, linguistics, and computer science. If I could change it, I would have done it from the very beginning, and I would have taken a technology management minor because I've discovered that by far, my favorite classes have been the ones that are business-related. I chose this field because it takes into my account my interest in psychology, but also tempers it with a useful skillset for the modern age: computer science.
My goal is to move into the tech business field.
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
First I need to understand the circumstances of meeting that person -- what is it they're after. When it's a date with a girl, I tend to gauge her intentions by scheduling a certain time/place for a date and seeing her response. For instance, if I ask her for drinks around 9PM, I assume she's trying to get laid. If she mentions this is late, I figure she's trying to get to know me. So, in meeting her, I'm going to ask her some basic questions at first to make her comfortable, then I'm going to move it away from the interview style interaction and start to have fun -- poke/prod her. With dudes, we just hang and have fun -- focus on some other task rather than getting to know one another. If it's a business setting, I'll try to bring down the person's guard a bit with some banter, and then get to business.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
Humanity is humanity. It's who we are. There are goods, there are bads, and there are a lot of mediocres. The biggest issues we face... are that the powerhungry people are usually the unhealthiest people, but the ones with the most influence because they don't care about others --but these are not the types of people that you want running society. The other issue is, most people are just complacent, happy to fall into safe little routines and do nothing with regards to serious issues.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
I like exploring business ventures, exercising, going to parties, meeting new people, food, league of legends, laughing, chess, reading good books, cleaning/planning, relaxing.
13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
Depends on the friends, I have different friends for different things. My main friend group there are a couple of us and we like to go out to social events together. Sometimes they invite, usually I initiate. We also get food together, gym together. Other friends we might just have some whiskey and chat / put on a clint eastwood flick / play fortnite.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
Actions. We use words to inspire actions, but actions are the end result and what words are based around.
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
I could do a lot of damage if I lived forever muhahahaha. I actually quite enjoy life, and existential dread tends to get me down, so it would be nice to know I can endlessly indulge and keep building, learning, growing, making friends, connections, loved ones, seeing society and the world change with time, learn the secrets of the universe.
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
I could do a lot of damage if I lived forever muhahahaha. I actually quite enjoy life, and existential dread tends to get me down, so it would be nice to know I can endlessly indulge and keep building, learning, growing, making friends, connections, loved ones, seeing society and the world change with time, learn the secrets of the universe.
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
I have an enemy. He's a cold user of people -- fakes emotions, fakes friendships just to climb over others and make himself seem important. But I know his roots very well, he's a sad loser at heart. The people that extended their hands to help him out of the dumps when he was at his lowest are the same people that he turns on and disposes when it's convenient. He has no sense of honor, respect, friendship, care. Scum of the earth tbh.
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
Ohhhhhh yes. I used to be a hardcore merger. My passions ran deep. I'm learning over time to not do this as much and remain grounded in myself -- keep a balance and a flow. I would fall madly and deeply in love with my partners, get co-dependently hooked. I would fall obsessed with my goals / hobbies / interests -- to the point of neglecting all other areas of my life just to get the satisfaction of reaching that end. It's destructive tbh. But... in some areas of life -- you need people that get this obsessed. Now that I think of it, many of the things I've done that I'm proud of would not have happened if I didn't have this tendency. I guess it's about learning to use it when you need to, and not whne you don't.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
Let me put it this way. I like to plan the things I care about, and am almost completely oblivious with regards to things I don't give a shit about. I like coming up with strategies, blueprints, plans, organizations, etc. I really like brainstorming structures, future potentials, bigger ventures, scaling successes. I also have found that, if my workspace/living space is not at least somewhat organized / clean I tend to get really stressed out. Ironically, growing up, I would always have really messy rooms, didn't plan things, did everything last minute. I kind of do things last minute still, very last minute, but I keep them in mind now -- keep a calendar, write down important things, etc.
19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
Comfort is cleanliness, order, resources, and things that make you happy paired with freedom and people. I clean, organize, hang paintings that make me think of things that are important to me, use furniture and colors / organization that clear my mind and make me feel at home -- stock resources, keep friendships and relationships in my life that make me happy. Commonsense stuff.