as an ENFP my weakest function would be the sensing function
i am quite confused on the difference between Se and Si
there seems to be next to nothing written about it
if someone more knoledgeable than me could explain it, i would be very greatfull
first of all good news: your baby-Si is alive and well, it just more often then not takes a different form, and you and I know it as Ne.`
we (Si-Ne users) are mental collectors. we collect everything - details, memories, associations, experiences, and patterns. we don't notice that much because we ARE the collection, it is our framework for perceiving anything.
so when we collect something new, our context is ourselves, we interpret it through our collection. when it is a new pattern, our mind sends it to our collection of patterns, and its going to breed (because patterns are sluts) and create all sort of new patterns. that is our Ne. just the same, when we gain a new experience, we reflect upon it based on our past experience.
that experienced based level of interpretation? that is our Si, and its not very loud right now within our minds, because our minds - as Ps - are oriented towards listening to the maximum amount of stimulation, which we get from Ne plenty.
Si provides very little of that, the reason others pay more attention to it is because it provides them with something that they need - a mental order, cohesive clear-cut answers, something is what you have learned about it from your experience. but your mind will seek it from time to time, and as it does, that little Si voice is going to grow and get louder, and you'll have an easier time hearing what it says.
hrm, wait a second..
*gets an Si-full phone call from ENFP mother in her mid 50s*
*realizes this is going to happen to him*
*curls up in a corner chanting away the Si spirits*