The womb was warm and I found it delightful, but in the darkness I would contemplate my failings of not growing faster, and leaving the place was scary. The light was harsh on my skin. Then my first memory 18 years later.... I was trying out for a play. I am usually loud, not really controlling, but I try to unsettle situations, and hope that something comes from them. Some find me annoying because of my useless need to for combatants and my jokes can be scathing at times, but most know that I do it for a reason. I usually do follow managerial rules, but sometimes I'm sarcastic and am not the quickest to accept blame, but when something was my fault I will apologize. I like intimacy at times, but the intimacy is geared more towards sex at this point in my life. Most everyone enjoys my company. I don't eagerly look for arguments, I unsettle, but I don't usually expect being fought against when doing so, it exhilerates me when someone does because then we start debating and I love that. This is ENTP-ish, but I don't know if an enneagram type corresponds. I guess I could be a 7. It's just I don't necessarily look in my environment to distract myself from my issues and that's a pretty big aspect isn't it? I'll leave it there for now.
Your cynicism towards these threads satisfies my thirst for anger. Feed me with your tears!