NFL football is my greatest passion. And I scored 20-0 on "F"......
Football is the world's most romantic game: agony, pain, ecstasy, joy, camradarie, teamwork, grace, violence, intelligence, brute strength.....it is a metaphor of life.
What sucks for me:
Wow....this is going to be bearing my soul....one of those days. I NEVER feel appreciated.....especially from a special woman. I hate that I solve every problem....that I'm always there....that I'm the clutch guy....that everyone trusts me....that everyone comes to me...that I'm the person everyone comes to when the chips are down....that I 'inspire people'......etc. etc. etc. ....on and on....
....and yet....
....all I want is ONE special girl....that I'm attracted to.....to truly be my 'world'....to appreciate me, to be proud to be with me, to be my most trusted friend.......
It doesn't seem to happen for guys like me. Its isn't because we are ugly or poor. Its just HELL trying to find a great woman to share your life with.
I literally HATE IT. .....