Haha I love that this post is by a female! You rock! Haven't encountered many girls open to this sort of experimentation and intellectual approach to drugs...mostly they just wanna get "F'd up" and party in my experience
When I smoke, I'm only looking for the head high. I become super extroverted and can't even sit still or be quiet. I just need to go out and about and socialize, and words flow more easily...think: Ni put on display to the world. My friends look at me in shock because they haven't seen that sort of behavior before, but I think they are entertained.
My experiences with psychedelics has been largely cerebral as well, lacking visual stuff. With LSD, I remember writing down that I felt like a 360 view of the world because I could see how everything was working....simultaneously...and could zero in and out like I was playing a toy model of the planet; and making connections that shocked my strong Ni which was weird. I also made some huge internal discoveries during that time about the world that hold true today and I wouldn't have figured out otherwise..LSD must be the ultimate creative drug because the inventor of the method for mass copying DNA molecules made the discovery while on the drug. So not everything is an illusion, and you can discover yourself and the world for the person asking. I mean, I figured out a system for betting on the NFL that handicappers in Vegas would envy, and I sucked before haha
With salvia it was just another story...I felt my body instantly being pulled through what felt like a wormhole into a whole new dimension where the molecules of my body made up the fabric of space and time...The world was being twisted and manipulated and I felt it mapped on my body like a voodoo doll or something, and I became interconnected with an infinite number of tiny female entities that surrounded me and were connected to my fabric, tugging me in different directions and chanting for me to go with them....I tried to fully embrace them as my own but the last thing I remember was being told that I was not ready...this whole thing took like 1 minute but it felt like forever
I just realized this is an NF topic but don't want to delete my post