Agnostics aren't necessarily apathetic, some of them are quite adamant that we cannot know anything about God and whether it exists or not. Atheists have thought about God and it just doesn't work, there's no way it can exist but if it does we'd like to see it.
You got it. I took a course called "Philosophy and Atheism" (I bombed it because apparently philosophy is not my thing and I felt like the topic had been beaten to death so I just wanted to quit.... so I did.)
Anyway..... Agnostics don't think God (higher power) can be proved or disproved as opposed to the Atheist who either believes there is no god, or does not believe in god. (I know end of the last sentence is fucked up.... there's positive atheism and negative atheism.... I can explain it if you want but I don't feel like it now)
As for an answer to the original topic, I don't hate being an ISTJ, I just hate how I make others feel.
I correct my mother, sister, boyfriend, friends so much (it's wash not worsh.... deer not deers.... yes you can leave a tip on a credit card and they will still get it.... why would you even think to do it like that... that doesn't make any sense, did YOU even think? etc) that I just come off as a controlling bitch.
Not only am I hard on myself I am very hard on everyone around me. I guess I expect too much from them. I've had to accept that you can't make someone change. I have just wanted my family members to improve, but it only ends up with them feeling like they aren't good enough... or in my mothers case, that she is a bad parent.
....Which I feel like she is because she makes me feel guilty for EVEYTHING!!!
...But I try not to be the kind of person who shifts blame. I don't even let anyone take the blame for something!!! lol I'm a freak.