The best way to describe my reality, or how I see reality, is through analogy, which in itself, is a good analogy of my perspective haha. So, I like to describe what I “feel†of my world view, is akin to searching for blackholes in the universe. It’s impossible to see the blackhole directly, so instead, you search for its signatures, it’s effects on surrounding objects, on the light surrounding it, being bent and pulled in by its forces. What I thought to be reality growing up, is in fact, those residual effects of reality itself. In other words, I’m perceiving reality through a lens of relational values. Everything carries meaning to me, not in of itself, but in how it relates and interacts with entities around it. This is applied to language for me as well, and explains why words can take on completely new meanings in one context to the next. That can sometimes create confusion if people I’m conversing with don’t also see this relational value and they perceive said verbiage to mean something else.
All in all, I tend to be a very wordy individual in large part because I see meaning intrinsically tied specific to its context. If the context isn’t provided, I worry the other person may not understand what I am trying to convey.
Side note, I hardly see this as anything unique to me and feel everyone understands the world in this way, but to the degree I detach assumed meanings to things, is where I might differ from others.