lauranna
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- sx/sp
Ok so I know you wanted to stop all these ISTP romantic emotional shit threads so I apologize for creating another one!
Basically I've fallen in love. I thought falling love was one of those crazy things that over emotional Fs did with their spare time but it appears to have happened to me too.
At the grand old age of 26 after plenty of messing people around, I have fallen for an ISFJ. We've been seeing each other for 6 months now and I'm still totally besotted with her. She is the only person to ever conjure up real feeling from my heart of stone. I feel so strongly for her it utterly scares me. I don't even recognize myself and my behaviour.
She's totally crazy about me too and we have this sickeningly perfect relationship. I send her texts and call her every day and tell her I love her all the time because she needs to hear it and because I actually do love her.
Anyway you may be wondering what the problem is? I have the perfect relationship, where's the issue?
I'm in love and it scares me. I'm having depths of emotion and feeling that I never thought were possible and I don't trust it. It's a totally unnatural state for me to be in and I don't trust myself to make rational decisions cos it all comes back to her. I don't even recognize myself anymore and it scares me. My friends think she is amazing and I have changed for the better since being with her. Which is cool. But I don't feel in control of this love thing.. I think it's disorting my ability to think clearly! Help!
Rational logical advice would be awesome
Basically I've fallen in love. I thought falling love was one of those crazy things that over emotional Fs did with their spare time but it appears to have happened to me too.
At the grand old age of 26 after plenty of messing people around, I have fallen for an ISFJ. We've been seeing each other for 6 months now and I'm still totally besotted with her. She is the only person to ever conjure up real feeling from my heart of stone. I feel so strongly for her it utterly scares me. I don't even recognize myself and my behaviour.
She's totally crazy about me too and we have this sickeningly perfect relationship. I send her texts and call her every day and tell her I love her all the time because she needs to hear it and because I actually do love her.
Anyway you may be wondering what the problem is? I have the perfect relationship, where's the issue?
I'm in love and it scares me. I'm having depths of emotion and feeling that I never thought were possible and I don't trust it. It's a totally unnatural state for me to be in and I don't trust myself to make rational decisions cos it all comes back to her. I don't even recognize myself anymore and it scares me. My friends think she is amazing and I have changed for the better since being with her. Which is cool. But I don't feel in control of this love thing.. I think it's disorting my ability to think clearly! Help!
Rational logical advice would be awesome