I'm patient , easygoing , serious or a blank face but there's so much going on in my mind. I analyse and notice everything. To everyone who sees me they won't know what to think I often get asked whats wrong? are you okay?I worked in retail for a while I was always be told to smile more it was so frustrating. I hated it .I'm usually nice to most people I don't hate anyone until they give me a reason to hate them. I'm nice , calm , patient , under control I rarely get angry. However if someone does do something which I feel is wrong towards I have no problems standing up for myself being direct. Often people don't realise so they're almost shocked when they see that side of me . Occasionally I've had people try to walkover me when I'm very good at standing up for myself I won't let anyone try to bring me down. I can be stubborn when I've made up my mind about something nothing you do or say will change my mind. Unless there is supportive evidence I probably won't change my mind.. I'm not shy more a quiet confidence. I don't talk about my feelings I don't cry watching movies. I find it hard to finish things through to the end even shows I stop halfway through a series to something else then go back it. I disorganised but organised at the same time I know where everything is. I'm good at fixing most things i've repaired my mac few times I upgraded the ram and changed the battery .
I dress in more sporty clothes or jeans with runners occasionally I'll dress or skirt with boots when I really want to make an effort. I don't wear make up a lot only if I'm going out with people . When I wear make up I keep it natural looking . I don't care for getting my nails done it looks nice but it's more of inconvenience for me, I don't want to be worrying about breaking a nail . I do have a few girly things I enjoy like dying my hair the odd time I've gotten eyelash extensions but not on a regular basis . I like a few chick flicks but I mostly prefer action movies , fantasy or marvel / dc.
When I was in school/college I don't say a lot even if I fully understand everything . Occasionally I have spoken up for the most part I don't because I understand whats going on, I don't feel the need to say anything. I let the work speak for itself. I was terrible at maths best at english , science or geography.
Careerwise I've always found it hard to pick a career I change my mind constantly . I end up spending hours researching. I studied Management IT for a year then Business for a year and then a couple years later I studied Computer Systems and networking for a year I liked that more practical . Personally never really liked college or school to begin it's not for me. The only reason I went was because thats what were supposed to do and I didn't have a better idea at the time. I prefer working on the job. I ended up getting a job in general tech support for a a year then got another job in the airport went off track for a while doing none IT things going with the flow. I'm working on getting back into more technical IT support role .
I get along with most people mostly on a surface level. Had a lot of acquaintances over the years through work, school , college etc. Had more issues with females particularly the bitchy , overly emotional sometimes I've had girls hate me for no reason at all . I tend to ignore it . While I do get on better with guys I actually have more girl friends. They tend to me similar to me more reserved , we share some of the same interests they aren't the bitchy type more chill. I typically hang out with them on a one to one basis or small groups. I liked mixed groups . I find it hard to keep friends I don't always keep in contact until we make plans the odd time I might check up on people .
I do a lot of things by myself I love lifting weight in the gym or doing HIIT cardio. I've been to a few concerts or the cinema. I really enjoy it. I love animals or going for walks. Shopping I prefer to go by myself. Play some games on my ps4 I'm terrible at not finishing them to the end .
Relationships I've dated a bit I always go with the flow with most guys not quite gotten serious with anyone yet . I'm fairly picky I know what I like and what I don't won't date someone for the sake of it. I tend to prefer more extrovert guys . I'm alot warmer around a guy I like but I won't about talk my feelings I let my actions speak for itself. I don't need constant validation or texts . Fairly chill I don't have moodswings. Many guys have told me I'm quite different to other girls.
ps sorry for the long post .