Inferior Se:
My heart burns every time I access it. The feeling of inadequate, the feeling of being *exposed* with hard facts. The feeling of the logical Ti that goes along with it. I cannot exactly say that Se is die hard negative, but in its negative side, it is as if all of a sudden, when things get out of control, this is exactly where at this point, that it explode, in the rawest way possible. I try often to be cool and calm, but if something violates my principle, which I did try to give people as many freedom as I can, I will always come in, if they do not stop, to defend mine.
Not everybody can accept the inferior Se. I often see people that I do not exactly know their mbti, but with the same inferior as myself, behaving in a predictable way of overly unacceptable of having facts presenting to them, or they prefer their own flawed believe rather than taking raw facts in face value. Once it reach to a point they have to admit it, they either break down, or being very afraid. I admit too, that I, despite having many times, taking such fact on my face before, still find this difficult.
The positive side brings exactly what it will bring to others, as in to people like me. Facts being digested is a very important component for the further development in a world that is totally not tailored for the Ni-Fe combo. Without Ti and Se, I cannot live, communicate, nor work. However, not only I feel *very* exhausted every single time I have to come across it, I feel, frequently, like an idiot, where people around me can digest data better than I do, but me needing to do much more evaluation just to understand what is being presented to me. For any technical thing I am right now learning, I feel exposed, frequently, both in heart and spirit. If it was not for some real life incidents that I have to intentionally avoid something that I knew the consequence even before doing it, I would have choose a slightly less taxing task for myself.