YESSSS! I entirely relate. and if someone does more than me, I feel horrible about myself. I'm envious of others in that I'm critical of myself
and my diary is actually the same way, its not about my achievements, but what I SHOULD achieve. Because there's always something else to do, always someone whose doing something better, always more to improve upon
and sometimes I'm less hard on myself, but I get so anxious, I almost tested as a 6, though it really isnt me lol
and yes, I'm glad we're in this together
what MBTI type do you most associate with btw?